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Dear PIAT,

I am debating about whether it is better to get back to the Light Emerging at 8 and 8, and finish the book before I leave, see where I am on the 11th of November, or just blow it off.  I enjoy reading it, and I also enjoy being at the transmissions at those times. 

 I seem to have ran into the bulk of my energy opposed to being awake at that time, unless I had been up all night.  Nevertheless, I think it is possible to get things aligned in that direction again.  It is clear that the exercise is helping me push away nonsense from the arc people.  However, "up at seven, read at eight" might be more relaxing. 

The consistency is always the fact the dogs and the cat have to eat soft food once a day.  So, I do have some consistency in my life.  I would like to see that happen at 7:00 P.M., each day.  It really isn't a problem that my life seems to be based on a sense of obligation to something such as when the animals need to eat.  It might disturb me that something related to my well being doesn't seem important enough to establish a routine. 

 My dinner or supper should fall between 7:00 P.M. and 8:00 P.M.  I should read between 8:00 P.M. and 9:00 P.M.  I should shower at 9:00 P.M.  I was thinking it was important to see the 10:00 P.M. news, and aternating between the channels was providing an earlier bed time on Mondays, as Fox 14 was to fall on Monday night, each week.  

The problem is concerning the two different times I could get out of bed, 4:30 A.M. or 6:30 A.M.  Walking at 6:00 A.M.  was going so well. Could that be changed to another time in the day, considering the 9:00 A.M. CNN and 10:00 Weather Channel rendevous'?  Clearly this would be a lot easier if Imagimom wasn't stuck in my energy. 

I was trying to see the world in the way that "if I wake up, without the alarm, it is meant to be.  If not, then it was not".  Of course, the world goes away when a person does this.  I should really trust the alarm clock, it suggests that a person gets up and sustain a routine that will push the crud out of a persons life, so they can see reality more clearly.  It is just such a foul temptress that keeps a person in bed all day.  Maybe I can get up at 4:30 A.M. again, until I get through this book. 

The idea is that six hours is plenty, even without a nap in the after noon, but I have that option as well.  I would love to miss the 6:00 A.M. walk, and attribute it to the number of people who really aren't watching it on t.v., for whatever reasons, and sleep until noon.  It doesn't feel all that bad to just relax and wait for the phone to clear up, it will.  However, I wouldn't mind being awake more than asleep, or something. 

  
Love and light,

Christopher B. Durbin