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It's a cliffhanger!!! I really don't know if Imagimom will go to a nursing home or if she will make it back to 2205 Willow Lane.  I can see her thinking more along the lines of the knowledge of her real self.  I know that is a good thing, but I would still like to move her to my planet for the proper observation, unless it is smarter for her to merge and dissolve, with her real self.

Really I am in suspense but it is exciting.  I wrote a letter at 5:05 A.M.  on Monday, 24 Aug, 2009.  It is incomplete, but here it is in detail:

Monday Aug 24, 2009

I only want to talk to Amanda and Nicole and get away from the silly magick world. 

Still yet, I don't know how much longer I'll be "under water", or hallucinating the Arc World.

I feel bad about my imaginary mother and I am hoping the whole situation will improve or clear up completely.

I believe the Octopus is real and is blending in.  I believe the energy which had rendered me incapable of seeeing it, or reality clearly, is dissolving still.

I know my dad did not die and the perception in which he did, is not true reality.  My mom and he still live at 1303 21st NE, Miami, Ok 74354.

The memories of the Cantwells living at 1303 21st NE, Miami, OK 74354 have never been anything but lucid dreaming. 

Very often I feel like the arc world will never clear out of my perception and I will be stuck living this life, until I die. 

I feel like I just want to call Amanda and Nicole and go to my own planet, kind of like Luke in Empire.  I wonder if cooling out here until November is wiser?

It might be wiser to stay here until November.  It also might be wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, either before or in November.

My haste and discomfort in general makes me think I want to call Amanda and Nicole asap and go to my own planet alone.  My sense of duty toward the universal community makes me wonder if it is not better to spend a few more months on that handicap sticker problem, and gunk in the arc Internet?

Is it wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, or to my own planet alone?

We know it is important to work on our memory.  For resurrectees, that is probably best without pressure.  But for us, it is probably better with focus and intent.  We would need to be at the Octoplex for a few hours a day, until Ninja School in 3 years.

I believe #2 is the best.  There are numerous reasons why.  Some of the reasons are related to stress relief.  A very important reason is my fear of Imagimom running into my room to yell at or assault me. 

     There is no formal closing.

I am posting the letter to Sanaya, date unknown to me:

Dear Sanaya,

I just can't see the world the way I once did in childhood.  Things like dental problems and other medically related points of view aren't the least bit realistic.

It seems to me light workers are indeed making a significant and noticeable difference in the world.  I do not forsee any form of decline in the progression of humanity, toward light.

All those in my life who appear to have medical conditions are those who haven't studied writings on energy and light body.  I believe in a unified stabilization, of all, in light.

I live in the northeast corner of Oklahoma, Miami, OK 74354.  In a city of 17,000, I know of at least one other light worker, and another person who has recently been on CNN for work concerning the allowance of Internet useage for people in Iran who are deprived this privilege. 

In my assessment of the social climate of the entire planet, I see the collective dynamic as having a sense of energetic polarity.  I bleive the collective social climate is like a swimming pool.  There are some bugs, but they can all be filtered out.  The world contains only good people.  Some people have bugs.

I am a firm supporter of the United Nations.  I believe in 100% participation, by all nations, in the United Nations.  As a light worker, I direct energy toward the positive higher ideals of the United Nations, such as world peace.

Back to the top.  I posted that picture up there because I believe the medical world has complicated and simplified the human insides for long enough.  Nevertheless, I am certain my congressman would not approve, but I believe the Octoplex is a fine idea, and probably the 29 year plan. 

I may or may not record the TIAW, today, if I am even there, but if I, I will plant is just under this sentence.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin

Universal Peace Network