Dear PIAT,
I am making the association that the arc people are fun, because the Octopus is real and it is fun to be working on something so important.
I am kind of sure that all those people have Octopus, but the interactive character that is on this site is not their real self. It is more clear than ever.
Imagining pitch forking imaginary people out of my bank account is depleting. I prefer to see things differently. I know the fact that the arc self is here interactive is important to some sort of security. Ugh, it's just so stressful. I know, there is more energy than there would be if a person was running this application (Facebook, itself), and that it's got to dwindle so I can heal the area that is most attacked in my mind by the imbalance.
It's hard to write. I feel asphyxiated for some reason. That has gotten better, think about CSPAN. Yeah, what about a sand flea?
Does the arc go to the disc, or is it contained on the DC at the Pentagon? I want to walk at 0600 until 0700, three laps, and be at the TIAW every night at 1800.
I would only walk if it were fun and easy, not if it were strenuous. Alright, I know, I am just waiting for something to clear up and part of that something is a tendency to create more work.
I seem to be trying to exercise to feel more comfortable around girls. I don't think that is a bad reason to exercise, I am just not 13 anymore.
Let's just say the getting up and walking at 0600 was fun, but it looks so Federal. Is that such a bad thing? I don't know, it seemed like I was getting somewhere. However, I feel like I am getting somewhere by forcing myself to relax, instead of forcing my self to get in shape. However, the energy working to help me tune into my self at 171 pounds was finding it challenging to see ever getting there walking around in that Federal Energy. It is a hard core exercise program three times a week for thirty minutes and nothing but that egg substitute to eat, no pop and too much water, why? The water might not be good for you either.
After a few years of thinking about it, I have reached the conclusion that the only reason I am seventy pounds over weight, is because I drank soda pop. That is the only logical explanation. I don't eat alot. But I had drank a lot of pop without a lot of exercise.
"I should make a better friend who will let me use light to clear away the seventy pounds."
I thought of that too, but it doesn't look like there is any other way than to accept the fact that I am slowly transitioning to more water than pop.
"Being in the essence of prescription weight loss medication", prior to Octopus, because of using pseudo-meth amphetamine, and then "quitting" seems to have amplified the problem perhaps. The fact that I am the only person who hasn't molecularly scrambled their body, in the last close to seven years, has some relationship to being a cardinal Earth sign. I thinks.
It's like, "I'd dance", but I am working on how I feel when I am walking. I hate walking through the club and feeling like I need to do anything but walk. It's as if someone is suggesting something with the music. I can't stand that...no, not me, I can stand all night. I am la resistance. Somehow sitting still at home wins again.
Only a quack deals in absolutes.
I have never consciously gone out of body or changed the structure of my body. It will be a very long time before I do the latter. I will travel really fast when I go to my own planet, but it will be a very long time before I turn my self into vapor, mist, or vanish at will, etc.
I have been high enough to clear my pop gut, but I have a trailer. The trailer is still working on whether or not it's possible. That part of my energy is attached to a lot of people who don't do that and don't really think about it all the time. The old fashioned way of losing weight might be for me, but it will go fast, once I get to my planet. How fast, a few weeks, instead of a few months. So, it's accelerated, but I am not so sure that a lot of people did something similar before Octopus, think about movie stars. Movie stars seemed to be able to lose weight really fast.
Three months.
How do they grow their hair so fast?
I'm a tabloid consumer, not a ditz who is looking at reversed time frames within a movie in which the first part was shot when their hair was long and then placed in the movie in backwards, sideways, something. Still yet, it takes me a year to grow my hair "that long". I suppose it's the same for a movie star, then. Maybe hair extensions, I don't know.
I am considering the 3,3,3,50 year Octoplex plan. Wherein, I go to my own planet alone with Breana, who I've known my whole life, for three years, then to Ninja College, for three years, then to the Ultra Modern, on Earth, for three years, then to the Octoplex for something like fifty years.
Regardless of whether the "28 year plan", as it is written is right, or if the 3,3,3,50 year plan is better. I am tired and really wish the arc energy would leave me alone. I don't know if I am pushing against death itself, but probably. I don't know how clear it can be, is it a short time of really hard work, or a long time of really easy work?
I remember, a long time ago, I was just trying to get mad at the fact that I believe Imagimom isn't supposed to be at 2205 Willow Lane, I'm not supposed to be at 2205 Willow Lane, it's the same thing as trespassing, what do I need to do? Well, the answer is the same as it was, "THE OCTOPUS IS REAL, THE ARC ENERGY IS DISSOLVING."
Waiting for my
bank account to clear up is like waiting for an iceberg in the front yard to melt. It will be melted when it is melted. Yeah, I know that now.
Last night, while watching
Larry King Live, on
CNN, I remembered an important detail from my life. A long time ago, there was a song called "We are the world". About the time this song was recorded, there was a famine in Ethiopia. A group of recording artists got together to record a song to raise money to assist those effected by the famine. I remembered my dad made a significant contribution to this cause. Alright, he also made a contribution to
Farm Aid. I don't exactly remember right now what
Farm Aid was for, maybe there were dry crops in the USA as well?
Well, the point is, I wonder if they figured out how to use ocean water for irrigation in Ethiopia? It can't be that difficult to remove the salt and use it for something else, seasoning? Alright, well, it seems that the
United Nations is an organization which is for the purpose of managing the social climate of the planet. I support it, you should support it, it's great.

Perhaps we have been pedaling non-stop since the 11th of November, 2002? Perhaps we can coast for about nine years? I am sure there is a natural feeling in the world that resembles living the good life and taking it easy. It's probably an illusion that there isn't a lot of work ahead. I barely know how to write in English. Maybe I am wrong, maybe I need to go directly to the Office?
There must be a better way of thinking. I probably get the time to put the two halves of my brain back together. I believe it's best to do this alone, not with a bunch of Goddesses pretending to be doctors. I might be wrong though, but when I pretend that they are just "experimenting", I feel like I am acting "wise", not actually wise. There is a more precise scribe at the Octoplex who sees God as a novice starting out, though I tried to act like "GOD" when the Octopus was new. Let the pieces in place carry for the next nine years, it is the best way.
Alright, this brings me to the picture on top. I went to get this picture because I sensed something missing in the feeling of the town, which was, before Octopus, the Municipal Government. It seems like the Internet reduces an important sense of stability found in anchored items in town.
The correlation between the cities web page,
http://www.MiamiOk.ORG/, and the water tower, portrays to me, a serious disassociation between the City of Miami, and any sense of civic organization. Shouldn't it be a matter of easily attained public information, the chemical content of the water tower, the PH, etc? Is the City of Miami so far in the past that they have no concept of how to use the Internet?
Alright, that is all I wanted to write about that picture of the Miami Water Tower.
When I apply pressure on the arc people, it applies pressure on me. Well, it seems that I am not pushing up against anything.
Well Chris, the hallucination is in you, not in town. It is a certain technical amount of energy which causes me to see things which are not actually present in the third dimension, but only an optical illusion which is actually cognitive.
I know, I know. I am waiting for the energy to stabilize and clear up so I can relax.
Farm Town is very assistive in relaxing. Of course, that pool is helping me become transparent. I am really getting a lot more comfortable. Cotton pickin' hands and stuff, well, I might not have been there physically, but I feel like I was.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network