Dear PIAT,

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 "I have an airplane at Joplin Regional Airport.  It might be alright just to go up there and leave."

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I do have an airplane at Joplin Regional Airport.  It might be better to just go up there and discretely fly away.  However, it might not.  This is the most important time ever in Internet and Universal History.  When the pressure is on, I want out of it immediately.  When the pressure is not on, I seem to believe that it is smarter to work on the Internet from this house.  The moments of pressure are decreasing because of the increase in my relaxation.  Still yet, I do want to go to my own planet and drive my own aircraft carrier and stuff.

I picture countless people working on the concept of the "arc Internet".  I believe they are working out the emotional problems which can be clearly seen by the representation of the "arc Internet".  I am God, but I might be needed at this work station, instead of moving away from it to look cool. 

I believe that the "critical energy" of "the arc" is associated to the amount of it that I see.  Although, it is an ongoing process and the current indecision on my part is whether it is better to move away from it and let the people continue working on it, or continue here, or drag it straight to the Octoplex as soon as possible. 

I was allowing things to build up on me because of an inability to exert will to halt senseless overtaking energies.  This might have been part of what "the arc" is.  It is related to my inability to believe I deserved punishment for leaving the "sim Air Force".  Typically, an apology and acceptance of making a mistake, would sometimes work for leniency on part of the punishing area of the military.  This place in legal matters is just like being given a lighter sentence or being expunged for playing golf with the judge, it isn't fair.  The kudos for my decision to leave seemed to be fueling me in a way that was contrary to my aim to be focused and centered.  I am glad I left, I am sure my decision contributed to the creation of peace on Earth. 

When I was involved with the process of applying for discharge as a conscientious objector, I trusted  it was the right decision.  On several occasions, Air Force personnel involved in the process, and my imaginary parents, posed the thought that I was being irresponsible for applying.  The strongest argument that my imaginary parents, and the military, had was that the benefits were too good to refuse.  I was scared in the area that it might jeopardize my ability to lead a normal life, after.  I did believe that though some employers might not hire me because of an incomplete military term, I was sure there were several who still would, even if it was a dishonorable discharge. 

I felt that the obstacle to seeing the Octopus, which made me think the Octopus was just "a vision I was having", was the amount of energy related to my ability to work past some block created, by the negativity between me and the military, which was making it difficult to easily see a way to find an employer who would hire me regardless of my dishonorable discharge.  Apparently, Imagidad had a lot of thoughts that it is extremely difficult to find a person who is disinterested in military things, who is also in a position to hire for employment somewhere.   

It seemed to me I had information which was useful in assisting a person negotiate common thoughtforms and find an employer who would hire someone, regardless of the nature of their Air Force discharge.  It seemed like the energy of Ottawa County was still running "the way of the gun", but I could find something somehow.  Then the Octopus happened, which is part of the process of clearing up the energy of stubborn stupidity which limits the free thinker.  Part of the reason I have been uncomfortable is a sense of necessity to get a job, knowing good and well I have a multi million dollar (actually Ka Zillion) account at Security Bank and Trust in Miami, Oklahoma. 

I would apply for a job, but it would not be easy for me to work knowing I have miliions and millions in Security Bank.  It would be that I am afraid they would run a FBI background check and not want to hire me because of the arrest in 2001.  I also believe the Octopus is real and because it is, I don't need to pursue employment. 

It is necessary to remove resistance to working out of my energy, which seemed to result from not wanting to work.  Lord Croft had a job.  I feel that I keep creating work when I could just get in the car, drive to Joplin, and get in my airplane and fly away. 

If it helps, I am sure the people know that the arc Internet is housed at the Pentagon.  I am reasonably sure there are no "manifestations" in Gacy's basement.  The "ghost hunter pocket" of "arc mainstream television" is of an extremely small magnitude.  The energy in the Universe is high.  The bottom of the bourbon or merlot bottle, justice area is slow, but it is elevating.   The contrasting "Dog the Bounty Hunter" is like lighning, but it is housed at the Pentagon too.  The Universe is safe, friendly, and abundant. 

I don't think it's necessary to "sort through the "arc Internet"".  I believe this task has already been done.  I think it is best that I just leave on a Tuesday.  I have already been talking to Amanda and Nicole this whole time.  It isn't necessary to see that I have Octopus at this house.  I think that it is best that I leave and let the people have a break, before we go to work at the Octoplex in 2015. 

Of course, a certain amount of energy has to clear away before I can go to the Joplin Airport in the Lumina.  I might be wrong, it might be better to sort through the "arc Internet".  The clog in my head  blocking me from seeing my house (1105 6th NW) and the particle board in my head which makes me see Wendy's as being closed, have to be cleared up either way. 

What is the nature of the energy which causes me to see Miami, the surrounding area, the television, and the Interenet lower than they actually are?  It might be the fear of the occult and new age section of the book store.  I affirm regularly that I "lift the veils of illusion".  Until that works, perhaps I can see my airplane, which cost a lot of money, at the Joplin Regional Airport?  It goes back to the cost of cigarettes at O-Gah-Pah and why I can't get my money to buy them there.  Or even if that convenience store is actually a real venue. 

I guess I will just have to wait and see.  I am between two places with this.  On one hand I think there might be more from me, before I go to my planet to prepare the Octoplex.   On the other, I don't and am ready to casually depart the local.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

 

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