Dear PIAT,

Today is Thursday. Yesterday I was more in the energy of "call Amanda off transmission". I realized in that energy that it is vital to bring it all the way up to "call Amanda and Nicole on transmission". There is still some discomfort at the terminal, I used to doubt the existence of the Octopus in these unstable waters. When away from the terminal I have a lot less distraction and can trust the Octopus is real more clearly, but I don't really have clear thinking inside my head at the conscious level. This is changing, however. Every day is a little more sure that the arc will dissolve safely and completely.

I do not know how much longer I will be hosting "the most popular web cast on the Internet", but I do think I need a real break. There is a probability that it is smarter to wait until 2040 to return, from the Octoplex. I think there it is probably better for all people to move away from the "light" for a while, so things can be like they are normally, but with the changes which have transpired since November, 2002. I certainly do hear people who thank me for their "knowing what a hamburger is".

The factors which have caused me pressure concerning the "lawn chore" are all but gone. The scurry to get it done so Imagidad doesn't have to strain his back, or to do it before my Imagimom tries to do it are out of the picture for good. The pressure to mow the lawn at 2205 Willow is entirely different, but Imagimom told me it looked like it needed to be mowed again, day before yesterday.

Recently, Imagimom asked me what I was going to do, since she cannot afford to continue paying the utilities on this farm. I did not have any way to provide a coherent explanation of why I don't think I will be moving and she will be dissolving. I believe there is more energy coming through the Schlumberger, or Murray, from the real Empire District Electric Company than the imaginary Empire District Electric Company. I also believe the arc is almost narrowed down completely.

My affirmations, to my self, about the fact that I am on my property and that I bought this property from real people, not imaginary people is sounding clear, rational, and truthful. I also remember all fifteen of the affirmations from Universal Father, and their number. I know that all fifteen are the truth and that everything concerning all fifteen of them is about to reach "critical mass". I know the arc energy is almost cleared off of my property and out of my aura.

All in all, I think everything is wonderful, I don't have nearly the tension I was having a few months ago. My confidence that the arc is really clearing out of my aura is stronger than ever and continually increasing. I do not know if I will be able to call tomorrow or not. I also do not know if I would leave immediately if I do, or if I would endure until 11 November. Various social anxieties and lack of necessity to further stimulate the show make me think I would actually just leave on Saturday.

Love and Light,

Christopher B. Durbin

President,

Universal Peace Network

25 SEP 08

Dear PIAT,

I am sure the Octopus is real and all of the energy of the arc is dissolving. I am more than ready to just pull the plug on my imaginary mother. I am still not exactly sure if it is better to "let them walk it out" or run them into the DC. It probably doesn't make any difference and it is an old question.

It is up to fate to decide whether I go to Mollie's house or just go to my trailer after the dentist office and put things back together in my life. A slumber party at the Power Puff Girls house is what it would be, not such a bad idea, but it might be wiser to go ahead and cut out. It is hard to be sure, but I am very well convinced that the world is actually still high enough not to inadvertantly manifest malevolent energies in either the mind nor the dwelling. I also trust energy guides are much more efficient than ever.

I really don't know for sure if I want to stay with the transmissions until 11 November of this year, or if I really want to go ahead and go to my planet alone to think about it. I am not 100% sure that the "work" includes more of my attempts at making a good show or if it is smarter to just accept the fact that it would be a lot better if I "get out of it" and come back later. I think we will probably be back on 11 November, 2011, until 11 November, 2014. It is likely that a few years off will be very good in adjusting my self for a "solid" 3 years.

The contrast is between transmitting until the 11th of November of this year and then an "after party" at the UM, until 11 December, and me leaving early and staying at my own planet for two years, then arriving at Mollie's on 14 June, 2011 to work our way back over to my planet for the 11th of November. Of course, I mentioned that I might just go back to my trailer after the dentist office. It could also be a BLE on 11 November and I wait until 14 June of next year to arrive at Mollie's.

I would say that the energy which makes me want to hide away from the world has improved from what it used to be. I would be deeply interested in simply being free from the transmissions. However, I am the president of the Universal Peace Network, the largest organization in existence. There is a vast difference between where I sound and act like the president of a major corporation and where I am so scared that I have lost my sanity that I want to hide away in a familiar comfort. I would say that I might be intimidated by my self. It is strange, the difference.

Sincerely,

Christopher B. Durbin

President,

Universal Peace Network