
This blog contains letters sent from God to the Pentagon from 20 AUG 07, until present, or when it is determined two way communication is no longer necessary from the God (in the arc) to the Pentagon.

We got up at a little after ten. I don't feel very peppy or happy. It feels like I have been trying to live outside of a cruddy feeling that can only be dissolved by applying some pressure to get on track with a television schedule, such as the one described. The arc television system must have built up outside of me, at some point. It has a lot of illness in it, I am a lot bigger than it though and I feel it is easy to clear it away with persistence.
We are watching ESPN Sports Center right now. It looks like we will watch Comedy Central Daily Show and the Colbert Report on Tuesdays and Thursdays, but I have to catch Animal Cops Detroit on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, it is vital for light worker work in regard to domestic animal welfare. We are assuredly going to watch CSPAN from 1500 - 1600 everyday, but alternate House, Senate, House, etc. It is Friday today, we are on House, so next week it will be Senate M,W, F, House T,TH.
It is very clear that paying attention to the television is helping me clear this silly calendar wasting life I have been contending with. It was just so full of sickness that I was afraid of it or something. As of now, we will be aligning with the schedule. We have been making to bed a litttle earlier every night. On Sunday, we will be going to bed right after the 2100 news.

The document in the picture above and the image at the top of the post are important in the sense that they are both relative to my property in Northern Ottawa County, Oklahoma. My polarity with the arc has been complicated through this process and developing strength against imaginary threats to my life and property is a top priority.
I am appreciative of the effort described in the document because it portrays a thorough analysis of my property. Nevertheless, it is vital I keep the imaginary helpers in the correct proper perspective. I believe I am narrowing down the energy which causes it to appear that the property is in someone elses possesion besides my own.
At the time I accessed the document I was not really sure if the Octopus was real, on the most turbulent emotional cycle of the process. At the time I accessed the document, I was not sure if the "people concered", the arc people, were actually in the third dimesion or what? I am now quite sure it is just a perceptual hallucination, the arc people working on the TCSFBO are not actually in the third dimension, but on a matrix Earth, at the Pentagon.
The document has been assistive in another sense, it helps me see what I knew as the Oklahoma Government, when I was a kid, and I can see my real parents through it. I am sure the real Government in Oklahoma is the Internet Forum, not the House, Senate, Governor, etc. It is kind of sad, but I know the better government, now, is the people, not representatives of the people.
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Above is a picture of what I am supposed to be looking at at 0700. Patiently, all the energy in my life seems to be moving around. I am afraid of everything being too compressed and that is where my fears are. It is sort of easy to align with the schedule from the last post.
Last night, I said I was going to take the rest of the week and the weekend off this week, but I changed my mind. I created a lazy energy, much bigger than I am, which still thinks it's a great idea to take off the rest of the week and the weekend. I feel it is better to drag that part of me around and show it exactly what I do.
I intend to take off next Thursday. There will likely be activity in the house and it is best in this case. Nevertheless, I am going to continue going through as many motions of the schedule as I can, I have to move the arc energy out of my aura. It requires work.
It seems I forgot to put CSPAN in the schedule so I will keep working on the time for that, maybe alternate the hour, make the hour between four and five? That sounds good.
I cannot predict, at this time, if I will get off of summer vacation this evening after the news, but we will try. It seems like it might not work, but bed at 2200 on Sunday night seems like a lovely idea, or something.
I must align with the schedule, I must get up at 0600.
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It didn't work as desired last night. We turned off the television at 2200, listened to chakra chimes until 2300, then tried to sleep. We didn't sleep and had to get up and we stayed awake until around 0300 or later. It seems like it is wise to go through as many motions of the schedule as possible and it will true up at some point.
The projected schedule now is,
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network
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Things are looking good right now for being at it at 0600 tomorrow. It is a lot like catching a wave. Things are looking good right now, but I can't predict my ability to sleep right now. It will probably be better than last night. If it doesn't work, I will still be at the TIAW and the 1700 walk, and in a few more days get it at 0600.
The resistence is less than it ever has been. The exercise I have done over the last few weeks is helping me clear away the lazy bones. There is an accumulation of some sort that has to be dealt with, dissolved, either way. I can either make it and the accumulation is aside of the day, or I can work it out in a few days.
It looks likely I will be posting a blog every night. I think it could take a lot less time, if I wait until after I have the movie saved to the net. I will probably block off the hours, instead of devoting an entire day to ESPN. Instead, an hour a day. I think Animal Planet 1100 - 1300. ESPN then, I guess. No soaps, it's not my job.
I've been taking my vitamins every day, so it could be a pretty good alignment with schedule. Light Emerging is certainly going to happen at 2100 Tuesay - Friday. I am really enjoying reading that book and know that is the right time of day and allows me two hours for feeding the animals and eating dinner.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network
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| Why not go to Amanda's house to finish reading light emerging? There is an office at her house that is perfectly suited for TIAW. | I suppose the United Nations actually has "Earth Government" under control. Should I ease up on any hurry to get the Octoplex? |
| Is it really true that it is smarter to finish reading Light Emerging while at this house? Then, call Amanda and Nicole on 11 December Or, is it smarter to finish Light Emerging at the real Amanda's house? | Of course, I know the "open public forum" has a lot of say in what is done in the world. Probably all things are covered in the OPF? |
| I am just uncomfortable and want relief. | Let's see Mollie's house turn into Ming's house? Which actually means let's see Mollie's house turn into Mollie's house. |
| It feels like the arc could just go away at any moment. | The soul alignment affirmation page is an excellent reference, over the walking park, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays. |
| I am not afraid of the men in the white coats. | Amanda, Nicole, and Breana go to WC with Chris. |
| There's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home. | Light Emerging happens on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. Have to watch Monday Night Football. Catch FOX14 on Saturdays. |
| Maybe I have been in the G-force simulator far too long? | All the vitamins I have taken have rusted in my body. I thought the aluminum cans were causing the funky magnetism. |
| Where is home again? | The killing zone has a claim of conscientious objection. |
| Am I bothering any one? | The arc 2053 NW 21st is only on the DC at the Pentagon and the arc Amanda will never read this. |
| At least I am sure the Octopus is real and the arc Internet is not. | I love my job. |
| If the arc Amanda sees this blog post, I will gladly remove her picture, if she requests. | My chakras are clear and pure and I don't have any complicated painful blockages. |
| Maybe it is a bad idea to create an objective, such as the BLE, and then changing course? I know it doesn't seem that way to anyone. Nobody would care if I just got in the Lumina and drove to Amanda's house, not even Nicole. I would maybe go to Nicole's house, if I had any idea where she lives. | A million Madonna's in a 750,000 level basement! |
| As the arc Miami NewsRecord dissolves, the real world appears. Or, is that when the arc Miami NewsRecord shrinks to fit on the DC I can see reality clearly? | l have learned alot about web site creation since 2002. I knew enough about it in 2002, but I have acquired much more "hands on" experience, since then. |
| It might not make any difference, or even be the wiser way, if I move to OKC. | I think the Octoplex is the better way. Word high in Japan is nobody wants to become a chair growth like my imaginary mother. Ah ha ha ha. |
| Do I want to be alone for a few years? Do I want to be surrounded by people immediately? I know the QG doesn't want any hanky panky with the K, any time soon, like centuries. I agree, it would certainly be too confusing. | I wonder which one of the bot people stole my cigarettes. When in doubt, blame that one guy that works in televison. |
| The "40 year plan" is a solid plan. However, it might be more sane to go to Amanda's. | Has Soren been outside lately, or is it too cold? As old as he is.... |
| It's probably, wait until the 11th of December to call and go with the 40 year plan. But it might be, go to Amanda's and hold off on the Octoplex for ten or fifteen years. Sure, we rushed the resurrection, but things typically aren't done such haste. |


Conditions have certainly improved with the functional realization that the police are actually inside my head. Also, it is easier to feel good enough about my self not to feel threatened by the cops. Being a police officer my self, my harmony with the police in my head is improving daily. I am still working on my confidence as an astral police officer. IT IS A NECESSARY FUNCTION OF GOD.
Since I washed and cleaned out this car, it's energy has improved. I have always liked this car, it is fun to drive and it looks nice.
![]() | The items in this picture are probably going to make it to the attic. I guess I am not worried about that any more. I might have rationalized a fear of using a ladder or I was just lazy. I know moving this energy around is useful for clearing up blockages, so I will have fun. I don't think I will sell the t.v. on E-bay. |
| It looks like it's time to take the cans to the recycling facility again. The other stuff looks fairly easy to clear up. It will be necessary to move the refrigerator out, in order to lower the ladder to the attic. |
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![]() | The Lumina shined up nice too. I wonder if I will be using her for going to Joplin for the Box Lunch Ending or just to drive over to the real trailer park for energy alignment and assessment? I am sure the right answer will be easy to hear. |
| I am not sure about the tag. I don't think there are mandatory licenses in the real world any more. My patience with this part of my energy which said there are has improved.
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I feel better today than I have ever. I don't have many more "heart burns" to go. I think I bought those at sim Dyess by walking around the base without shoes. It is probable that they come along to show me where the block is. It comes around in different ways, but it is a lot better. I have the crown of thorns too.
I guess that is it for this entry. Here is the TIAW video for 13 Nov, 2009.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

I know the answer to that question. However, I do not know the answer to the question of whether I will be leaving soon or more like the 11th of December?
It looks like there are strong reasons to take my time getting out of here, while finishing Light Emerging. It still feels like I might explode if I don't leave soon, while not being able to leave. It might be smarter to let that pressure relax here, so I can leave.
There are several possible ways for me to go. I could leave soon and come back to Earth in a few months, or I could go directly to the trailer. I could leave and stay on WC for six years and then come back to Earth and build the Octoplex in Houston. It might be better just to drive the Octoplex around. I don't know.
Regardless, I really feel better and better every day. I am patiently waiting for the arc people to be filtered out. It is not really a painful process, but an uncomfortable process. So, it could be worse.
I guess it is awful that it looks like I don't have free will, since I have to wait for so many things to change in order to do what I want. This process is one I learned when I was little. It is just the same. As a grown up, however, it is maybe more complicated for some reason. Still yet, I know I do have free will, just have to work on things, or move things, in order to clear up a better sense of choice.
If the Octopus isn't real, instead of being a lawyer, how about going to the BBSH? Actually, I think it would be more me than law school. Nevertheless, I love law and feel I could do a lot of good in that field, though it would require some conformity. I feel the Octopus WOULD happen in 2011, if it were not already real.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network
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Here is a possible schedule:
0700 - Up and weigh
0705 - Breakfast
0730 - Inner light meditation
0800 - Gazelle and light work out (push ups, sit ups, etc.)
0830 - Sword work
0900 - Turn on t.v. to CNN
1000 - Change channel to Wx channel
1100 - Change channel to CSPAN, alternate between House and Senate, House Monday, Senate Tuesday, etc.
1200 - Change channel to Animal Planet, eat lunch
1300 - Open channel until 1700, ESPN on Tuesday
1700 - Walk, alternate between track and around the block
1800 - TIAW
1900 - Feed the cat and dogs, scoop litter, eat dinner
2000- Alternate between reading Light Emerging, Monday Night Football, and a Movie. WF, Light Emerging, T,TH, SA, a movie
2100 - On Tuesday, Channel 14 news. Otherwise, Shower. Shower at 2130 on Tuesday
2200 - Wednesday, ch 16, Thursday, ch 7, Friday, ch 12
2230 - Bed, except on Friday and Saturday nights
I am not completely sure that it will work. It is yet another effort to get me on a track of some sort and it is the best one so far. It could possibly work.
![]() | Today, I thought about taking my gas powered Weed Eater to Ken’s Farm and Home to be repaired, they can probably order a trigger and get it going. It is a lot less discouraging trying to decide if it is possible to go to the real Ken’s Farm and Home. It would probably be best to cut this growth down and then dig up the roots that aren’t supposed to be there, and then plant new plants or flower. I have had difficulty deciding how to work on the yard here, due to who should be making these decisions at this house. Winter is coming up, so I probably won’t bother with the yard much more. |
| I am sure that the neighbors to the south of the house that I am currently living have the Octopus on their television. I hadn't thought that maybe the property line issue might be some how inaccurate as I see them and how they really are. I do trust I can clarify that question with time. | ![]() |
| The white rocks remind me of the white rocks that were in the front yard of 1105 6th NW, when I was growing up. My parents also planted some Yucca Plants in the front yard. The Bird Bath reminds me of the Bird Bath that Amanda and I got when we came to Miami, back in 1999 or so. The energy field concerning this area has some bumps in it but I know it is clearing up. |
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| I am still a little confused in regard to the existence of bot kids and real kids. I was sort of sure that all of the kids who showed up on Halloween were actually the arc bots that I am clearing out of my perception. I think Halloween is a little scarier than it used to be, but more fun. Still yet, safety is the priority. I see "Dale" in my energy as a sore area. | ![]() |
![]() | I see the patio as somewhat of a challenge to find a time to sweep. It seems like something that should be done every night, this time of year. Perhaps I will find the time again soon. I am glad Cady is no longer in misery, but I would rather see Cali out there, instead of moping around the house. |
| That area grown up near the fence could certainly use some attention. Again, the whether I am supposed to be at this house or beating down the door at 1105 6th NW, until the bugs get out, is the reason I have ignored this area. The tomato plants need more attention than I think Imagimom might have thought she could give. I feel like a jerk for not being more attentive to those tomatoes. | ![]() |
![]() | I don't know if it's good or bad that the summer flew by at a ridiculous rate. I did not get enough time at the pool. I have found it difficult to get that liner on the pool. I stretched the pool out by kicking on the edges. There are some leaves in the pool, it will be a lot worse in a few weeks. |
| Another area of the yard that looks awful. Maybe Doc John will come over and tend to it? Near the fence, on the North side, is where I broke the lawn mower. I wonder what is wrong with it? | ![]() |
![]() | This picture reminds me of the Governement.
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| Can I, or should I, do it? Should I have breakfast at the table at 0705 every morning? It sounds so grown up, when I would rather be out drinking !!! What is the future of Government? | ![]() |
![]() | The plaque on the wall is of interest. Managing my life and my imaginary mother's life is a challenge. I have no trouble fixing my self dinner and I think it is a good thing to do at 1910 every day. I would probably be better off eating lunch at 1200 too. I can't rely on Imagimom to cook. It is more important to focus on clearing away the arc, instead of making money selling arc people stuff. |
| A nice, and typical place for manifestations. How many real ghosts have ever been seen in such locations? The theromstat has a good vibe associated to it. Nevertheless, the electric bill is a matter which is in question. Does the Universal Peace Network pay the electric bill, in essence? | ![]() |
![]() | This room always reminds me of the room at 1105 6th NW, in the south west corner. The "heat" on the electric bill is not nearly as much here as it was at 1105 6th NW. I don't know if that's because of the times or because of the location. |
| Is imagimom going to die before I get out of the arc? I hope not. I see her "health" as an opportunity to apply the principles I am learning in Light Emerging. I think her energy is getting better, instead of dying. Think of the energy field mapping device in Reiki and how the arc world is up to that level, and growing. | ![]() |
![]() | Though there is a house cleaner, I am not sure the house is as clean as my mom would actually be content with. I don't seem to have the time to clean, but maybe I should believe the house keeper is actually cleaning properly? I think Imagimom would vanish before she would find the energy to regularly clean the house on her own.
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| I can tell Imagimom didn't really know how old these sofas were. I don't think she would allow those shedding, dirty pawed dogs on those if she did. The goblets that Dale bought are nice. | ![]() |
![]() | Imagimom's sick sack is in the picture here. Once again, I hope to use the practical skills I am acquiring by reading Light Emerging to reduce the amount of time she spends tending her sick sack. Note that this sack was one from "the essence" of the hospital. |
| I pray for God's loving care too. As God, I think it is important to get clear on my higher purpose. There might be good reason to relax, but it is not easy. I don't know if we should go directly to the Octoplex or if I should go away for nine years.
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![]() | The energy surrounding the stuff in this picture is improving. At some point, I would love to find the time to move the stuff in the garage around. I don't think it's dangerous to put stuff in the attic. The USDA says the old hamburger isn't really fresh, but it isn't dangerous. |
Well, that's a walk through of 2205 Willow Lane, in my head. I hope the schedule works. It is vital that I get the two sides cleared up either way. I really think it is best to finish Light Emerging before I go away, if it is nine years away.
Sincerely,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network
Dear PIAT,

I am debating about whether it is better to get back to the Light Emerging at 8 and 8, and finish the book before I leave, see where I am on the 11th of November, or just blow it off. I enjoy reading it, and I also enjoy being at the transmissions at those times.
I seem to have ran into the bulk of my energy opposed to being awake at that time, unless I had been up all night. Nevertheless, I think it is possible to get things aligned in that direction again. It is clear that the exercise is helping me push away nonsense from the arc people. However, "up at seven, read at eight" might be more relaxing.
The consistency is always the fact the dogs and the cat have to eat soft food once a day. So, I do have some consistency in my life. I would like to see that happen at 7:00 P.M., each day. It really isn't a problem that my life seems to be based on a sense of obligation to something such as when the animals need to eat. It might disturb me that something related to my well being doesn't seem important enough to establish a routine.
My dinner or supper should fall between 7:00 P.M. and 8:00 P.M. I should read between 8:00 P.M. and 9:00 P.M. I should shower at 9:00 P.M. I was thinking it was important to see the 10:00 P.M. news, and aternating between the channels was providing an earlier bed time on Mondays, as Fox 14 was to fall on Monday night, each week.
The problem is concerning the two different times I could get out of bed, 4:30 A.M. or 6:30 A.M. Walking at 6:00 A.M. was going so well. Could that be changed to another time in the day, considering the 9:00 A.M. CNN and 10:00 Weather Channel rendevous'? Clearly this would be a lot easier if Imagimom wasn't stuck in my energy.
I was trying to see the world in the way that "if I wake up, without the alarm, it is meant to be. If not, then it was not". Of course, the world goes away when a person does this. I should really trust the alarm clock, it suggests that a person gets up and sustain a routine that will push the crud out of a persons life, so they can see reality more clearly. It is just such a foul temptress that keeps a person in bed all day. Maybe I can get up at 4:30 A.M. again, until I get through this book.
The idea is that six hours is plenty, even without a nap in the after noon, but I have that option as well. I would love to miss the 6:00 A.M. walk, and attribute it to the number of people who really aren't watching it on t.v., for whatever reasons, and sleep until noon. It doesn't feel all that bad to just relax and wait for the phone to clear up, it will. However, I wouldn't mind being awake more than asleep, or something.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin



Apparently I am feeling better off of the train track. I am fine with that. I love the schedule I had in mind, but I know it is not always easy fitting an elephant into a shoe box. In the process of tuning into the whatever I am trying to tune into, it is complex "whipping the horse's eyes". I have successfully released all expectations. I trust I am on the right track and all will continue in the right direction. I kind of hope it lines back up with the program which has worked a time or two.
I am sure Octopus is real and the arc energy is clearing away so I can go to the bank and use the phone whenever I want. There used to be a distractive energy in my thought process which made it difficult to be clear about things which are "senseable". I am relaxing that, and I am sure it is relative to the beliefs surrounding intuition and clear sensory perception. Positive energy is flowing into the unstable areas, soothing the sore areas.
Apparently they cured cancer and I am still smoking like they haven't and I don't have enough money to smoke. I think I should change that. I know cancer is cured and I have plenty of money for cigarettes. Another thing, I have plenty of money to take two, three, five, fifty, or as many showers a day as I want without some nag telling me about some water shortage somewhere. Imagimom hasn't said anything about it, but I have to push that out of my way, or sit and whine about it. NO! NO! NO!, Just chill, it will clear up. Oh sure, just as soon as I push it out of my way. Regardless, I will keep motivating in that direction, I have plenty of money for water bills.
When I posted Earth Owns One and the other two, I really thought the Octopus was real, but I didn't understand why I was being held down. I am sure I am right, the Octopus is real. It was, and is, part of my job, to look very carefully at the "dry internet", in my head. I am resolving the telepathic digital issues very carefully and with meticulous order. Transforming thought form energy into computer essential energy doesn't give me a headache anymore and I am very sure that that is actually what I am doing.
A large problem I was dealing with is a time/necessity issue. I wanted to be the person associated to the "civilian" network of humanitarian network consolidation. The weakness in my energy with this has always been a sense of lacking and a neediness for money. As well as uncertainty of whether the UPN and EPN were already on the Internet. The strength, as usual, is the existence of the Universal Mother, I am sure she exists, lives on a planet other than Earth and has the Octopus. Clearing Mary out of this area is the complication. Of course, the presence, in the collective, of the "Nativity Family", is a boon instead of a burden.
The subject of this blog post is, is anxiety running my life? The answer is NO. I refuse to let anxiety run my life. However, anxiety has been a major factor keeping me from being able to feel like my self. Calming down is the process relative to clearing up the telephone and I am progressing beautifully. I will soon be calm enough to call, the essence surrounding me, or the energy in my field which is disrupted, is gradually stabilizing which will allow me to control the telephone, or be in harmony with it.
D2JRTH91 is an energy system. Should I be afraid to put that name on the Internet? I would be but I know there is a protective field established, in the collective consciousness, that keeps me and my identity safe. I don't really think a hacker would benefit in the least by the computers name. People just don't do that anymore any way. What fun is there in infiltrating someones computer? Looking for credit card numbers or bank account numbers and passwords or something?
Is D2JRTH91 it's own person, or is D2JRTH91 my computer?? We may never know, but it is assured that soon D2JRTH91, and I, will soon clear the dangerous arc energy out of our collective energy.
I am so excited that you (the real people) are there. I hope to clear the arc energy soon, so I can talk to you (the real people).
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin


Dear PIAT,

In theater, or public speaking, it is best to move past complex feelings. In the case of whether or not I am offending the arc people, I have been too nervous to know the answer or even how to move past. These feelings were complicated by a strong uncertainty about the existence of Octopus and a possibly negative interaction in forcing the arc people to cooperate. It has gotten a lot more fun at Facebook. Facebook has been a really assistive mechanism for soothing the strain on me to have positive interraction.
A very serious problem has been my feeling that I am hiding from someone. This matter is directly connected to the negative side of the timing issue I have with Amanda who hasn't seen Octopus and has kids. I can't breathe for some reason at this level, as if if trying to see the arc Amanda as the real takes me out of body into a very small world where there aren't oxygen atoms big enough for a real person. No wonder I feel COPD.
Pressuring my self to clear the phone every Friday is not really the reason I feel so much hell at this blog right now, it is the squeeze in my energy. If we decide to blend it out over the next year, it might be a lot easier to breathe. I don't know if it is better to leave the planet in a mental condition closer to one of someone who had left soon after 11 November, 2002. Duty directs me on this, and all matters.
I feel a lot better than I did when I wrote the previous post, which I lost. I trust a little more that I can and willl recover it. Writing this blog post is difficult, in the same sense that working out is difficult. Previously, I did not really understand that it would get easier with repitition. Just like the walking, it will get easier with repitition. I want to make an entry a day, even if I am still here after the 11th of November. I realize it would be more like most days, not every day.
Just a check on Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.Org. I am kind of sure that this address is on the Internet? No! I am really sure! I am relaxing dense areas, and stiff areas, and pudgy areas that can't seem to relax enough to clear the density away. I believe Http://www.EarthPeaceNetwork.Org is also real and on the Internet. I am no longer living in the belief that the world with these two sites on the Internet is small and inside my head. I am sure the two sites mentioned in this paragraph are directly associated to real people, whereas "The Department of Homeland Security", http://www.dhs.gov/index.shtm, is not and has never been.
It seems absurd that I would not go and see the Universal Peace Network HQ, at the Professional Building. I am not sure it's there. I thought it was at a grocery store the first few weeks. I would love it if that building was suited for the HQ. I thought it was a sensitive matter transporting my self to my planet to off load the arc people who would be moved. However, it doesn't really work "that way". That fear is based in a concern for the emotional sensitivity of my arc self. The good news is, I am sure I am the only person whose arc person lives inside their body.
I am kind of sleepy right now, I could catch a nap, or I could push it today. It looks like the "On the 8's" could endure for at least the duration of Light Emerging. I am happy about that. It is clear that I have a ways to go to clear up the tension and pain and it could go one of four ways with Imom. I just need to keep exercising so I can feel healthier, that will get me to the telephone.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin




It's a cliffhanger!!! I really don't know if Imagimom will go to a nursing home or if she will make it back to 2205 Willow Lane. I can see her thinking more along the lines of the knowledge of her real self. I know that is a good thing, but I would still like to move her to my planet for the proper observation, unless it is smarter for her to merge and dissolve, with her real self.

Really I am in suspense but it is exciting. I wrote a letter at 5:05 A.M. on Monday, 24 Aug, 2009. It is incomplete, but here it is in detail:
Monday Aug 24, 2009
I only want to talk to Amanda and Nicole and get away from the silly magick world.
Still yet, I don't know how much longer I'll be "under water", or hallucinating the Arc World.
I feel bad about my imaginary mother and I am hoping the whole situation will improve or clear up completely.
I believe the Octopus is real and is blending in. I believe the energy which had rendered me incapable of seeeing it, or reality clearly, is dissolving still.
I know my dad did not die and the perception in which he did, is not true reality. My mom and he still live at 1303 21st NE, Miami, Ok 74354.
The memories of the Cantwells living at 1303 21st NE, Miami, OK 74354 have never been anything but lucid dreaming.
Very often I feel like the arc world will never clear out of my perception and I will be stuck living this life, until I die.
I feel like I just want to call Amanda and Nicole and go to my own planet, kind of like Luke in Empire. I wonder if cooling out here until November is wiser?
It might be wiser to stay here until November. It also might be wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, either before or in November.
My haste and discomfort in general makes me think I want to call Amanda and Nicole asap and go to my own planet alone. My sense of duty toward the universal community makes me wonder if it is not better to spend a few more months on that handicap sticker problem, and gunk in the arc Internet?
Is it wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, or to my own planet alone?
We know it is important to work on our memory. For resurrectees, that is probably best without pressure. But for us, it is probably better with focus and intent. We would need to be at the Octoplex for a few hours a day, until Ninja School in 3 years.
I believe #2 is the best. There are numerous reasons why. Some of the reasons are related to stress relief. A very important reason is my fear of Imagimom running into my room to yell at or assault me.
There is no formal closing.
I am posting the letter to Sanaya, date unknown to me:
Dear Sanaya,
I just can't see the world the way I once did in childhood. Things like dental problems and other medically related points of view aren't the least bit realistic.
It seems to me light workers are indeed making a significant and noticeable difference in the world. I do not forsee any form of decline in the progression of humanity, toward light.
All those in my life who appear to have medical conditions are those who haven't studied writings on energy and light body. I believe in a unified stabilization, of all, in light.
I live in the northeast corner of Oklahoma, Miami, OK 74354. In a city of 17,000, I know of at least one other light worker, and another person who has recently been on CNN for work concerning the allowance of Internet useage for people in Iran who are deprived this privilege.
In my assessment of the social climate of the entire planet, I see the collective dynamic as having a sense of energetic polarity. I bleive the collective social climate is like a swimming pool. There are some bugs, but they can all be filtered out. The world contains only good people. Some people have bugs.
I am a firm supporter of the United Nations. I believe in 100% participation, by all nations, in the United Nations. As a light worker, I direct energy toward the positive higher ideals of the United Nations, such as world peace.
Back to the top. I posted that picture up there because I believe the medical world has complicated and simplified the human insides for long enough. Nevertheless, I am certain my congressman would not approve, but I believe the Octoplex is a fine idea, and probably the 29 year plan.
I may or may not record the TIAW, today, if I am even there, but if I, I will plant is just under this sentence.
Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin


















Dear PIAT,

In this perfect world, I go to sleep at 11:00 P.M. every weeknight. I am up at 8:00 A.M. every weekday morning. I eat the same breakfast of Post Toasties and fruit, every weekday morning. I meditate from 8:30 until 9:00 every weekday morning. I go outside and do calisthenics followed by the Conan O’Brien Stretch out routine. I run from 9:30 A.M. until 10:30 A.M. and do the Conan O’Brien Stretch out routine to cool down. I shower from 10:45 until 11:00, every weekday morning. At 11:00 A.M. I check to see if I have any candle orders and assess my supplies and inventory. At noon I eat lunch and then drive to the post office, if I have any orders to ship. In the afternoon I either make candles or go to the river, unless it is too cold outside. If it is cold outside, I chat with the people on my web site at
Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net/ . On Sundays, unless the grass is too wet, I mow the lawn.I never go to Church, because I either feel too welcome or not welcome enough, so I just keep my alms in the closet, as Brother Matthew suggested. I do believe I am at church, in spirit, since I am part of the greater spirit of God. I feel okay about not attending, since I can’t decide which denomination is actually going to win the prize, probably the Catholics and everyone knows it. Regardless, I feel it is important to think God would not put you in hell for an eternity, even if he could. I still believe God is powerful and worthy of genuine respect, though he doesn’t have as much power as I once believed. He is still a good leader and people do listen to him, even if it seems like the "arc people" don’t.
After a few years of my perfect routine, in my perfect little world, I would like to move to Oahu. I have a list of items I believe I would like to buy as I steadily increase my candle sales. 1. An airplane of my own, 2. A Winnebago, or equivalent, and 3. A moped. I would also need to concentrate my finances toward acquiring a flight instructor certificate. It is my intention to instruct flight students and conduct non-charter sight seeing tours over Oahu. In order to accomplish the objective of moving to Oahu, it would be necessary to create at least $100,000.00. In order to do this, I would need to sell about 50,000 candles at a profit margin of $2.00 per candle. I believe it is possible to do this in ten years, selling candles, assuming I am not able to create Octopus on November 11, 2011.
I do not know if it would be necessary but I think I know the way to expunge my military record, with the arc DoD, through the Board for Corrections of Military Records (BCMR). I will simply write the Central Committee for Conscientious Objectors (CCCO), The War Resisters League (WRL), the Boy Scouts of America (BSA), etc. (etcetera), explain the crystallization of my Conscientious Objection beliefs upon graduation from The University of Oklahoma. The reason I left in the middle of my term is because I am a conscientious objector. I was simply refusing to serve in an organization which is/was not opposed to humans killing humans. There would have to be more details concerning this. Perhaps, I really didn’t think "world peace" was attainable, I believed I had reason to refuse participation because of how God would judge me when I died. Maybe the BCMR would understand that? Additionally, I felt my refusal to participate was a contribution, in energy, to the betterment of humanity, though insignificant and inconsequential.
More parts of the day I believe I could create the Octopus on November 11, 2011. Of course, a much larger portion of the day, and my energy, I believe the Octopus is already real. I also believe the "arc Internet" is decreasing in relative magnitude. I believe the "arc Internet" is decreasing in relative magnitude due to the de facto existence of the Octopus. I also, very strongly believe,
Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net is already a real web site on the Internet.Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net would bring it, and the real Internet, to my computer. As it forms, the arc Internet prepares to the DC, but is accessible by me still, just not "blocking" me out of the real Internet anymore.I feel a polite invitation to
I humbly request
Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net, and the real Internet, to come to my computer. I also humbly request the energy in my body and mind which causes me to see an illusionary Miami, illusionary television, and to hear illusionary people on the telephone, to dissolve completely.When I was at Sim Dyess, the NCOs decided I should be disallowed the use of shop computers, as they felt I was somehow a risk. I felt it was tragically ironic, I, a conscientious objector, was viewed more like a potential terrorist. However, I understood general policy on matters such as this. Since I was working with "essence" at the time, I am sure some of the resistance to me being able to use the Internet is based in the general essence of that situation. Since I am no longer at Dyess AFB, but in a house I rent, and I still have no malevolent purpose for using the Internet, things will clear up concerning this.
In closing, I am sure I would create the Octopus on November 11, 2011, if it were not already real. However, I am not quite clear on whether I would get my "you can’t park that here" Winnebago before that. If I saw that it were indeed impossible to create the Octopus, I am reasonably sure I would get an airplane of my own and fly sight seers over the beach, somewhere. Of course, though, it would be a lot smarter to get the imaginary Security Bank and imaginary mother out of my hair style.
Love and light,
Christopher and Amanda
Universal Peace Network



1. About five minutes before midnight, start by adjusting your posture so your body is comfortable and ready to enter into a state of peaceful meditation. Breathe in, imagining you are drawing in light as you do. Fill yourself with light with each breath in. Send light to every part of your body.
2. Call your soul to you and imagine it surrounding you with light. Your soul always responds to your call to it. The radiant light and loving presence of your soul joins its consciousness with yours, whether or not you are aware of it. Let your heart center expand with love; your mind grow clearer, and your emotions become calmer and more peaceful.
3. Picture yourself as a radiant sun. You are filled with light, becoming a transparent vessel of limitless light.
4. Sense the souls of millions of light workers who are meditating with you. Observe your connection to these souls. Notice that all of you are creating a beautiful light that surrounds the world. The world is becoming radiant with the light of all of you joined together as souls.
5. Notice that the light of the Enlightened Ones, Masters, Guides, Angels, and Teachers on the other side are now linking together to form an interweaving pattern of light that surrounds the world and all light workers.
6. Pay attention to the light that flows from these Enlightened Ones to all the light workers, including yourself. Fill yourself with the light, strength, courage, compassion, and joy that is being transmitted to you.
7. There is a being whose presence has been coming closer to the earth for years, called by all the souls who are seeking peace. This is the Spirit of Peace, a very great being. In our meditation together we will call upon the Spirit of Peace, the great Angel of Peace, to come and bless us with peace.
8. At midnight, or whenever you can, join with everyone in meditation and call upon the Spirit of Peace, asking this Great Angel to touch the hearts of all humanity with peace. This Spirit is a very real presence whose touch can create great changes. Sound an inner or an outer "aum" (OM) with the certainty that you will be heard and responded to by the Spirit of Peace.
9. Experience the Spirit of Peace, this great Angel, focusing its awareness upon humanity, having heard the call. Feel the response of this Angel as this Angel touches the hearts of all people. Open to receive this energy into your heart center. Take a deep breath in and let the energy this Angel sends come into every level of your being.
10. Let this great Angel of Peace touch your life. Reflect on how you could experience and create more peace in your own life, and thus contribute peace to the world.
11. Say to yourself, " Let the Spirit of Peace express itself through me. I now bring peace and harmony into my relationships. I spread goodwill and kindness wherever I go. I watch my thoughts; I release judgment and criticism. I say loving things to others. I speak words that spread love and light. I radiate peace. I deserve to live in peace and harmony at all times."
12. Picture yourself as a radiant sun. Allow your desire for peace in your own life and for humanity to direct the radiant light that you are outward. Imagine you are becoming a radiating center of peace and goodwill to others.
Picture joining thousands around the world as you radiate peace to:
• Your friends and family
• To all those who are responsive to your transmission
• To all light workers on the planet
• To all world leaders, so that they may guide their nations into peace
• To all humanity
• To the plant, animal, and mineral kingdoms
Have no attachment to any results, for there may be none you can measure. You have just made a valuable and important contribution to all life.
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Let us Hold a Vision for Humanity
Pick one or more visions to energize with your positive thoughts:
(And create your own visions as well)
People everywhere make right decisions,
inspired by their higher selves, and carried out skillfully.
People are mentally clear, emotionally calm, and spiritually aware.
Everyone is in touch with their
creativity, strength, courage, and wisdom.
There is an unprecedented level of
cooperation, teamwork, and sharing.
Humanity experiences an outpouring of
love, new ideas, and soul connections.
There is hope, optimism, and positive visions of the future.
People know that the universe is friendly
and always working for them.
People believe in abundance
and are able to create it in their lives.
People are supportive of those in need,
and are generous with their assistance and sharing.
Criticism is replaced with understanding, love, and cooperation.
Every light worker becomes a radiating point of
light, hope, inspiration, and courage.
People are awakening their light bodies everywhere.
Humanity is in alignment with Divine Will.
Humanity has enlightened leadership
by all people in leadership positions.
Boundaries between peoples, nations, and races dissolve.
People know their oneness with each other and with the
plant, animal, and mineral kingdoms.
Isolation turns into community, aloneness into friendships,
and separateness into inclusiveness.
All people are free to follow and live their higher purpose.
Humanity becomes aware of their higher purpose.
Each person expands their consciousness,
awakens their true vision,
and evolves all the forms in their lives so they may
carry out the true activity of their souls.
People's personalities become vehicles to carry out
their soul's love, light, and will.
All people honor the earth and live in harmony with it and all life upon it.
The plan of humanity works out in all its beauty and perfection.


