Dear PIAT,

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"People would still like me if I blew off a schedule, but it seems necessary".

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We got up at a little after ten.  I don't feel very peppy or happy.  It feels like I have been trying to live outside of a cruddy feeling that can only be dissolved by applying some pressure to get on track with a television schedule, such as the one described.  The arc television system must have built up outside of me, at some point.  It has a lot of illness in it, I am a lot bigger than it though and I feel it is easy to clear it away with persistence.

We are watching ESPN Sports Center right now.  It looks like we will watch Comedy Central Daily Show and the Colbert Report on Tuesdays and Thursdays, but I have to catch Animal Cops Detroit on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, it is vital for light worker work in regard to domestic animal welfare.  We are assuredly going to watch CSPAN from 1500 - 1600 everyday, but alternate House, Senate, House, etc.  It is Friday today, we are on House, so next week it will be Senate M,W, F, House T,TH. 

It is very clear that paying attention to the television is helping me clear this silly calendar wasting life I have been contending with.  It was just so full of sickness that I was afraid of it or something.  As of now, we will be aligning with the schedule.  We have been making to bed a litttle earlier every night.  On Sunday, we will be going to bed right after the 2100 news.

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The document in the picture above and the image at the top of the post are important in the sense that they are both relative to my property in Northern Ottawa County, Oklahoma.  My polarity with the arc has been complicated through this process and developing strength against imaginary threats to my life and property is a top priority.

I am appreciative of the effort described in the document because it portrays a thorough analysis of my property.  Nevertheless, it is vital I keep the imaginary helpers in the correct proper perspective.  I believe I am narrowing down the energy which causes it to appear that the property is in someone elses possesion besides my own. 

At the time I accessed the document I was not really sure if the Octopus was real, on the most turbulent emotional cycle of the process.  At the time I accessed the document, I was not sure if the "people concered", the arc people, were actually in the third dimesion or what?  I am now quite sure it is just a perceptual hallucination, the arc people working on the TCSFBO are not actually in the third dimension, but on a matrix Earth, at the Pentagon. 

The document has been assistive in another sense, it helps me see what I knew as the Oklahoma Government, when I was a kid, and I can see my real parents through it.  I am sure the real Government in Oklahoma is the Internet Forum, not the House, Senate, Governor, etc.  It is kind of sad, but I know the better government, now, is the people, not representatives of the people.

 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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I am going to be at TIAW this week. I will take off Thanksgiving.

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Above is a picture of what I am supposed to be looking at at 0700.  Patiently, all the energy in my life seems to be moving around.  I am afraid of everything being too compressed and that is where my fears are.  It is sort of easy to align with the schedule from the last post.  

Last night, I said I was going to take the rest of the week and the weekend off this week, but I changed my mind.  I created a lazy energy, much bigger than I am, which still thinks it's a great idea to take off the rest of the week and the weekend.  I feel it is better to drag that part of me around and show it exactly what I do. 

I intend to take off next Thursday.  There will likely be activity in the house and it is best in this case.  Nevertheless, I am going to continue going through as many motions of the schedule as I can, I have to move the arc energy out of my aura.  It requires work.

It seems I forgot to put CSPAN in the schedule so I will keep working on the time for that, maybe alternate the hour, make the hour between four and five?  That sounds good. 

I cannot predict, at this time, if I will get off of summer vacation this evening after the news, but we will try.  It seems like it might not work, but bed at 2200 on Sunday night seems like a lovely idea, or something. 

I must align with the schedule, I must get up at 0600. 

 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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I feel like I am making up for sleep lost during the day time, when in public school.

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It didn't work as desired last night.  We turned off the television at 2200, listened to chakra chimes until 2300, then tried to sleep.  We didn't sleep and had to get up and we stayed awake until around 0300 or later.  It seems like it is wise to go through as many motions of the schedule as possible and it will true up at some point.

The projected schedule now is,

1. 0600 - Up and turn on computer.
2. 0602 - Weigh and start the manual journal.
3. 0605 - Fix and eat breakfast.
4. 0630 - Write the blog entry and enter the TIAW video from previous day.  Work on moving the manual journal to the Internet on Healthehuman.com.
5. 0700 - Inner light meditation with "live music".
6. 0730 - Nerfame Sword work with poof ball.
7. 0745 - Fifteen pushups, sit ups, and juming j's. 
8. 0800 - Stretch and go out to run.
9. 0830 - Shower.
10. 0900 - Turn on t.v. to CNN.  Filter e-mail.
11. 1000 - Turn t.v. to Weather Channel.
12. 1100 - Turn t.v. to ESPN.
13. 1200 - Turn t.v. to Animal Planet.  Eat lunch.
14. 1300 - Variable television.
15. 1700 - Walk.  I walk around the big block including the cul de sacs on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.  I walk at the senior health track on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturdays.
16. 1800 - TIAW
17. 1900 - Feed the animals and scoop the litter box.  Eat dinner.
18. 2100 - Light Emerging on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.  On Monday nights I watch Monday Night Football (see schedule).
19. 2200 - Watch the news.  Monday, 7, Tuesday, 12, Wednesday, 16, Thursday, 7, Friday, 12, Saturday, 16, Sunday, 14. 
20. 2230 - Chakra music, in bed.
21. 2300 - Sleep.  I stay up later on Friday and Saturday nights, no later than 0200. 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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Can the time to post a blog be reduced? It takes an hour to save the movie to the Internet...

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Things are looking good right now for being at it at 0600 tomorrow.  It is a lot like catching a wave.  Things are looking good right now, but I can't predict my ability to sleep right now.  It will probably be better than last night.  If it doesn't work, I will still be at the TIAW and the 1700 walk, and in a few more days get it at 0600. 

The resistence is less than it ever has been.  The exercise I have done over the last few weeks is helping me clear away the lazy bones.  There is an accumulation of some sort that has to be dealt with, dissolved, either way.  I can either make it and the accumulation is aside of the day, or I can work it out in a few days.     

It looks likely I will be posting a blog every night.  I think it could take a lot less time, if I wait until after I have the movie saved to the net.  I will probably block off the hours, instead of devoting an entire day to ESPN.  Instead, an hour a day.  I think Animal Planet 1100 - 1300.  ESPN then, I guess.  No soaps, it's not my job. 

I've been taking my vitamins every day, so it could be a pretty good alignment with schedule.  Light Emerging is certainly going to happen at 2100 Tuesay - Friday.  I am really enjoying reading that book and know that is the right time of day and allows me two hours for feeding the animals and eating dinner.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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Could Oklahoma City be the answer after all?

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Why not go to Amanda's house to finish reading light emerging?  There is an office at her house that is perfectly suited for TIAW.	I suppose the United Nations actually has "Earth Government" under control. Should I ease up on any hurry to get the Octoplex?
Is it really true that it is smarter to finish reading Light Emerging while at this house?  Then, call Amanda and Nicole on 11 December Or, is it smarter to finish Light Emerging at the real Amanda's house?	Of course, I know the "open public forum" has a lot of say in what is done in the world.  Probably all things are covered in the OPF?
I am just uncomfortable and want relief.	Let's see Mollie's house turn into Ming's house?  Which actually means let's see Mollie's house turn into Mollie's house.
It feels like the arc could just go away at any moment.	The soul alignment affirmation page is an excellent reference, over the walking park, Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays.
I am not afraid of the men in the white coats.	Amanda, Nicole, and Breana go to WC with Chris.
There's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home.	Light Emerging happens on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday.  Have to watch Monday Night Football.  Catch FOX14 on Saturdays.
Maybe I have been in the G-force simulator far too long?	All the vitamins I have taken have rusted in my body.  I thought the aluminum cans were causing the funky magnetism.
Where is home again?	The killing zone has a claim of conscientious objection.
Am I bothering any one?	The arc 2053 NW 21st is only on the DC at the Pentagon and the arc Amanda will never read this.
At least I am sure the Octopus is real and the arc Internet is not.	I love my job.
If the arc Amanda sees this blog post, I will gladly remove her picture, if she requests.	My chakras are clear and pure and I don't have any complicated painful blockages.
Maybe it is a bad idea to create an objective, such as the BLE, and then changing course?  I know it doesn't seem that way to anyone.  Nobody would care if I just got in the Lumina and drove to Amanda's house, not even Nicole.  I would maybe go to Nicole's house, if I had any idea where she lives.	A million Madonna's in a 750,000 level basement!
As the arc Miami NewsRecord dissolves, the real world appears.  Or, is that  when the arc Miami NewsRecord shrinks to fit on the DC I can see reality clearly?	l have learned alot about web site creation since 2002.  I knew enough about it in 2002, but I have acquired much more "hands on" experience, since then.
It might not make any difference, or even be the wiser way, if I move to OKC.	I think the Octoplex is the better way.  Word high in Japan is nobody wants to become a chair growth like my imaginary mother.  Ah ha ha ha.
Do I want to be alone for a few years?  Do I want to be surrounded by people immediately?  I know the QG doesn't want any hanky panky with the K, any time soon, like centuries.   I agree, it would certainly be too confusing.	I wonder which one of the bot people stole my cigarettes.  When in doubt, blame that one guy that works in televison.
The "40 year plan" is a solid plan.  However, it might be more sane to go to Amanda's.	Has Soren been outside lately, or is it too cold?  As old as he is....
It's probably, wait until the 11th of December to call and go with the 40 year plan.  But it might be, go to Amanda's and hold off on the Octoplex for ten or fifteen years.  Sure, we rushed the resurrection, but things typically aren't done such haste.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

 

 

Dear PIAT,

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I believe I will be with it here at this address, until 11 December, at least. I guess I just thought I was taking up people's time. I don't know though I would like to read Light Emerging at trailer five and maybe the second trailer too.

Conditions have certainly improved with the functional realization that the police are actually inside my head.  Also, it is easier to feel good enough about my self not to feel threatened by the cops.  Being a police officer my self, my harmony with the police in my head is improving daily.  I am still working on my confidence as an astral police officer.  IT IS A NECESSARY FUNCTION OF GOD. 

Since I washed and cleaned out this car, it's energy has improved.  I have always liked this car, it is fun to drive and it looks nice. 

	The items in this picture are probably going to make it to the attic.  I guess I am not worried about that any more.  I might have rationalized a fear of using a ladder or I was just lazy.  I know moving this energy around is useful for clearing up blockages, so I will have fun.  I don't think I will sell the t.v. on E-bay.
It looks like it's time to take the cans to the recycling facility again.  The other stuff looks fairly easy to clear up.  It will be necessary to move the refrigerator out, in order to lower the ladder to the attic.
	The Lumina shined up nice too.  I wonder if I will be using her for going to Joplin for the Box Lunch Ending or just to drive over to the real trailer park for energy alignment and assessment? I am sure the right answer will be easy to hear.
I am not sure about the tag.  I don't think there are mandatory licenses in the real world any more.  My patience with this part of my energy which said there are has improved.

I feel better today than I have ever.  I don't have many more "heart burns" to go.  I think I bought those at sim Dyess by walking around the base without shoes.  It is probable that they come along to show me where the block is.  It comes around in different ways, but it is a lot better.  I have the crown of thorns too. 

I guess that is it for this entry.  Here is the TIAW video for 13 Nov, 2009.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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Is it really possible to clear the arc Internet off of my computer and out of my head?

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I know the answer to that question.  However, I do not know the answer to the question of whether I will be leaving soon or more like the 11th of December? 

It looks like there are strong reasons to take my time getting out of here, while finishing Light Emerging.  It still feels like I might explode if I don't leave soon, while not being able to leave.  It might be smarter to let that pressure relax here, so I can leave. 

There are several possible ways for me to go.  I could leave soon and come back to Earth in a few months, or I could go directly to the trailer.  I could leave and stay on WC for six years and then come back to Earth and build the Octoplex in Houston.  It might be better just to drive the Octoplex around.  I don't know. 

Regardless, I really feel better and better every day.  I am patiently waiting for the arc people to be filtered out.  It is not really a painful process, but an uncomfortable process.  So, it could be worse. 

I guess it is awful that it looks like I don't have free will, since I have to wait for so many things to change in order to do what I want.  This process is one I learned when I was little.  It is just the same.  As a grown up, however, it is maybe more complicated for some reason.  Still yet, I know I do have free will, just have to work on things, or move things, in order to clear up a better sense of choice.

If the Octopus isn't real, instead of being a lawyer, how about going to the BBSH?  Actually, I think it would be more me than law school.  Nevertheless, I love law and feel I could do a lot of good in that field, though it would require some conformity.  I feel the Octopus WOULD happen in 2011, if it were not already real.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network 

Dear PIAT,

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Some of the consistencies in my routine are taking shape.  I have a projection of another possible schedule.

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Here is a possible schedule:

0700 - Up and weigh
0705 - Breakfast
0730 - Inner light meditation
0800 - Gazelle and light work out (push ups, sit ups, etc.)
0830 - Sword work
0900 - Turn on t.v. to CNN
1000 - Change channel to Wx channel
1100 - Change channel to CSPAN, alternate between House and Senate, House Monday, Senate Tuesday, etc.
1200 - Change channel to Animal Planet, eat lunch
1300 - Open channel until 1700, ESPN on Tuesday
1700 - Walk, alternate between track and around the block
1800 - TIAW
1900 - Feed the cat and dogs, scoop litter, eat dinner
2000- Alternate between reading Light Emerging, Monday Night Football,  and a Movie. WF, Light Emerging, T,TH, SA, a movie
2100 - On Tuesday, Channel 14 news.  Otherwise, Shower.  Shower at 2130 on Tuesday
2200 - Wednesday, ch 16, Thursday, ch 7,  Friday, ch 12
2230 - Bed, except on Friday and Saturday nights

I am not completely sure that it will work.  It is yet another effort to get me on a track of some sort and it is the best one so far.  It could possibly work.

 

Today, I thought about taking my gas powered Weed Eater to Ken’s Farm and Home to be repaired, they can probably order a trigger and get it going.  It is a lot less discouraging trying to decide if it is possible to go to the real Ken’s Farm and Home.  It would probably be best to cut this growth down and then dig up the roots that aren’t supposed to be there, and then plant new plants or flower.  I have had difficulty deciding how to work on the yard here, due to who should be making these decisions at this house. Winter is coming up, so I probably won’t bother with the yard much more.

I am sure that the neighbors to the south of the house that I am currently living have the Octopus on their television.  I hadn't thought that maybe the property line issue might be some how inaccurate as I see them and how they really are.   I do trust I can clarify that question with time.

The white rocks remind me of the white rocks that were in the front yard of 1105 6th NW, when I was growing up.  My parents also planted some Yucca Plants in the front yard.  The Bird Bath reminds me of the Bird Bath that Amanda and I got when we came to Miami, back in 1999 or so.  The energy field concerning this area has some bumps in it but I know it is clearing up.

I am still a little confused in regard to the existence of bot kids and real kids.  I was sort of sure that all of the kids who showed up on Halloween were actually the arc bots that I am clearing out of my perception.  I think Halloween is a little scarier than it used to be, but more fun.  Still yet, safety is the priority. I see "Dale" in my energy as a sore area.

I see the patio as somewhat of a challenge to find a time to sweep.  It seems like something that should be done every night, this time of year.  Perhaps I will find the time again soon. I am glad Cady is no longer in misery, but I would rather see Cali out there, instead of moping around the house.

That area grown up near the fence could certainly use some attention.  Again, the whether I am supposed to be at this house or beating down the door at 1105 6th NW, until the bugs get out, is the reason I have ignored this area.  The tomato plants need more attention than I think Imagimom might have thought she could give.  I feel like a jerk for not being more attentive to those tomatoes.

I don't know if it's good or bad that the summer flew by at a ridiculous rate.  I did not get enough time at the pool.  I have found it difficult to get that liner on the pool.  I stretched the pool out by kicking on the edges.  There are some leaves in the pool, it will be a lot worse in a few weeks.

Another area of the yard that looks awful.  Maybe Doc John will come over and tend to it?  Near the fence, on the North side, is where I broke the lawn mower.  I wonder what is wrong with it?

This picture reminds me of the Governement.

Can I, or should I, do it?  Should I have breakfast at the table at 0705 every morning?  It sounds so grown up, when I would rather be out drinking !!! What is the future of Government?

The plaque on the wall is of interest.  Managing my life and my imaginary mother's life is a challenge.  I have no trouble fixing my self dinner and I think it is a good thing to do at 1910 every day.  I would probably be better off eating lunch at 1200 too.  I can't rely on Imagimom to cook. It is more important to focus on clearing away the arc, instead of making money selling arc people stuff.

A nice, and typical place for manifestations.  How many real ghosts have ever been seen in such locations? The theromstat has a good vibe associated to it.  Nevertheless, the electric bill is a matter which is in question.  Does the Universal Peace Network pay the electric bill, in essence?

This room always reminds me of the room at 1105 6th NW, in the south west corner.  The "heat" on the electric bill is not nearly as much here as it was at 1105 6th NW.  I don't know if that's because of the times or because of the location.

Is imagimom going to die before I get out of the arc?  I hope not.  I see her "health" as an opportunity to apply the principles I am learning in Light Emerging.  I think her energy is getting better, instead of dying.  Think of the energy field mapping device in Reiki and how the arc world is up to that level, and growing.

Though there is a house cleaner, I am not sure the house is as clean as my mom would actually be content with.  I don't seem to have the time to clean, but maybe I should believe the house keeper is actually cleaning properly? I think Imagimom would vanish before she would find the energy to regularly clean the house on her own.

I can tell Imagimom didn't really know how old these sofas were.  I don't think she would allow those shedding, dirty pawed dogs on those if she did. The goblets that Dale bought are nice.

Imagimom's sick sack is in the picture here.  Once again, I hope to use the practical skills I am acquiring by reading Light Emerging to reduce the amount of time she spends tending her sick sack.  Note that this sack was one from "the essence" of the hospital.

I pray for God's loving care too.  As God, I think it is important to get clear on my higher purpose.  There might be good reason to relax, but it is not easy.  I don't know if we should go directly to the Octoplex or if I should go away for nine years.

The energy surrounding the stuff in this picture is improving.  At some point, I would love to find the time to move the stuff in the garage around.  I don't think it's dangerous to put stuff in the attic. The USDA says the old hamburger isn't really fresh, but it isn't dangerous.

Well, that's a walk through of 2205 Willow Lane, in my head.  I hope the schedule works.  It is vital that I get the two sides cleared up either way.  I really think it is best to finish Light Emerging before I go away, if it is nine years away.

Sincerely,

Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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I see how it is possible to clear away the imaginary images of Miami.

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I am debating about whether it is better to get back to the Light Emerging at 8 and 8, and finish the book before I leave, see where I am on the 11th of November, or just blow it off.  I enjoy reading it, and I also enjoy being at the transmissions at those times. 

 I seem to have ran into the bulk of my energy opposed to being awake at that time, unless I had been up all night.  Nevertheless, I think it is possible to get things aligned in that direction again.  It is clear that the exercise is helping me push away nonsense from the arc people.  However, "up at seven, read at eight" might be more relaxing. 

The consistency is always the fact the dogs and the cat have to eat soft food once a day.  So, I do have some consistency in my life.  I would like to see that happen at 7:00 P.M., each day.  It really isn't a problem that my life seems to be based on a sense of obligation to something such as when the animals need to eat.  It might disturb me that something related to my well being doesn't seem important enough to establish a routine. 

 My dinner or supper should fall between 7:00 P.M. and 8:00 P.M.  I should read between 8:00 P.M. and 9:00 P.M.  I should shower at 9:00 P.M.  I was thinking it was important to see the 10:00 P.M. news, and aternating between the channels was providing an earlier bed time on Mondays, as Fox 14 was to fall on Monday night, each week.  

The problem is concerning the two different times I could get out of bed, 4:30 A.M. or 6:30 A.M.  Walking at 6:00 A.M.  was going so well. Could that be changed to another time in the day, considering the 9:00 A.M. CNN and 10:00 Weather Channel rendevous'?  Clearly this would be a lot easier if Imagimom wasn't stuck in my energy. 

I was trying to see the world in the way that "if I wake up, without the alarm, it is meant to be.  If not, then it was not".  Of course, the world goes away when a person does this.  I should really trust the alarm clock, it suggests that a person gets up and sustain a routine that will push the crud out of a persons life, so they can see reality more clearly.  It is just such a foul temptress that keeps a person in bed all day.  Maybe I can get up at 4:30 A.M. again, until I get through this book. 

The idea is that six hours is plenty, even without a nap in the after noon, but I have that option as well.  I would love to miss the 6:00 A.M. walk, and attribute it to the number of people who really aren't watching it on t.v., for whatever reasons, and sleep until noon.  It doesn't feel all that bad to just relax and wait for the phone to clear up, it will.  However, I wouldn't mind being awake more than asleep, or something. 

  
Love and light,

Christopher B. Durbin

 

Dear PIAT,

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Apparently I was trying to create the Earth Peace Network or the Universal Peace Network, before someone else did, because it seemed to be on the Internet and I wanted to run it my self, still a mess...getting better.

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Apparently I am feeling better off of the train track.  I am fine with that.  I love the schedule I had in mind, but I know it is not always easy fitting an elephant into a shoe box.  In the process of tuning into the whatever I am trying to tune into, it is complex "whipping the horse's eyes".  I have successfully released all expectations.  I trust I am on the right track and all will continue in the right direction.  I kind of hope it lines back up with the program which has worked a time or two. 

I am sure Octopus is real and the arc energy is clearing away so I can go to the bank and use the phone whenever I want.  There used to be a distractive energy in my thought process which made it difficult to be clear about things which are "senseable".  I am relaxing that, and I am sure it is relative to the beliefs surrounding intuition and clear sensory perception.  Positive energy is flowing into the unstable areas, soothing the sore areas.

Apparently they cured cancer and I am still smoking like they haven't and I don't have enough money to smoke.  I think I should change that.  I know cancer is cured and I have plenty of money for cigarettes.  Another thing, I have plenty of money to take two, three, five, fifty, or as many showers a day as I want without some nag telling me about some water shortage somewhere.  Imagimom hasn't said anything about it, but I have to push that out of my way, or sit and whine about it.  NO! NO! NO!, Just chill, it will clear up.  Oh sure, just as soon as I push it out of my way.  Regardless, I will keep motivating in that direction, I have plenty of money for water bills.

When I posted Earth Owns One and the other two, I really thought the Octopus was real, but I didn't understand why I was being held down.  I am sure I am right, the Octopus is real.  It was, and is, part of my job, to look very carefully at the "dry internet", in my head.  I am resolving the telepathic digital issues very carefully and with meticulous order.  Transforming thought form energy into computer essential energy doesn't give me a headache anymore and I am very sure that that is actually what I am doing.

A large problem I was dealing with is a time/necessity issue.  I wanted to be the person associated to the "civilian" network of humanitarian network consolidation.   The weakness in my energy with this has always been a sense of lacking and a neediness for money.  As well as uncertainty of whether the UPN and EPN were already on the Internet.  The strength, as usual, is the existence of the Universal Mother, I am sure she exists, lives on a planet other than Earth and has the Octopus.  Clearing Mary out of this area is the complication.  Of course, the presence, in the collective, of the "Nativity Family", is a boon instead of a burden. 

The subject of this blog post is, is anxiety running my life?  The answer is NO.  I refuse to let anxiety run my life.  However, anxiety has been a major factor keeping me from being able to feel like my self.  Calming down is the process relative to clearing up the telephone and I am progressing beautifully.  I will soon be calm enough to call, the essence surrounding me, or the energy in my field which is disrupted, is gradually stabilizing which will allow me to control the telephone, or be in harmony with it.

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D2JRTH91 is an energy system.  Should I be afraid to put that name on the Internet?  I would be but I know there is a protective field established, in the collective consciousness, that keeps me and my identity safe.  I don't really think a hacker would benefit in the least by the computers name.  People just don't do that anymore any way.  What fun is there in infiltrating someones computer?  Looking for credit card numbers or bank account numbers and passwords or something? 

Is D2JRTH91 it's own person, or is D2JRTH91 my computer??  We may never know, but it is assured that soon D2JRTH91, and I, will soon clear the dangerous arc energy out of our collective energy.  

I am so excited that you (the real people) are there.  I hope to clear the arc energy soon, so I can talk to you (the real people).

Love and light,

Christopher B. Durbin

 

Dear PIAT,

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I am sure the Octopus is real and the arc energy is being filtered out. 

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 In theater, or public speaking, it is best to move past complex feelings.  In the case of whether or not I am offending the arc people, I have been too nervous to know the answer or even how to move past.  These feelings were complicated by a strong uncertainty about the existence of Octopus and a possibly negative interaction in forcing the arc people to cooperate.  It has gotten a lot more fun at Facebook.  Facebook has been a really assistive mechanism for soothing the strain on me to have positive interraction. 

A very serious problem has been my feeling that I am hiding from someone.  This matter is directly connected to the negative side of the  timing issue  I have with Amanda who hasn't seen Octopus and has kids.  I can't breathe for some reason at this level, as if if trying to see the arc Amanda as the real takes me out of body into a very small world where there aren't oxygen atoms big enough for a real person.  No wonder I feel COPD. 

Pressuring my self to clear the phone every Friday is not really the reason I feel so much hell at this blog right now, it is the squeeze in my energy.  If we decide to blend it out over the next year, it might be a lot easier to breathe.  I don't know if it is better to leave the planet in a mental condition closer to one of someone who had left soon after 11 November, 2002.  Duty directs me on this, and all matters.

I feel a lot better than I did when I wrote the previous post, which I lost.  I trust a little more that I can and willl recover it.  Writing this blog post is difficult, in the same sense that working out is difficult.  Previously, I did not really understand that it would get easier with repitition.  Just like the walking, it will get easier with repitition.  I want to make an entry a day, even if I am still here after the 11th of November.  I realize it would be more like most days, not every day.

Just a check on Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.Org. I am kind of sure that this address is on the Internet?  No!  I am really sure! I am relaxing dense areas, and stiff areas, and pudgy areas that can't seem to relax enough to clear the density away.  I believe Http://www.EarthPeaceNetwork.Org is also real and on the Internet.  I am no longer living in the belief that the world with these two sites on the Internet is small and inside my head.  I am sure the two sites mentioned in this paragraph are directly associated to real people, whereas "The Department of Homeland Security",  http://www.dhs.gov/index.shtm, is not and has never been.

It seems absurd that I would not go and see the Universal Peace Network HQ, at the Professional Building.  I am not sure it's there.  I thought it was at a grocery store the first few weeks.  I would love it if that building was suited for the HQ.  I thought it was a sensitive matter transporting my self to my planet to off load the arc people who would be moved.  However, it doesn't really work "that way".  That fear is based in a concern for the emotional sensitivity of my arc self.  The good news is, I am sure I am the only person whose arc person lives inside their body. 

I am kind of sleepy right now, I could catch a nap, or I could push it today.  It looks like the "On the 8's" could endure for at least the duration of Light Emerging.  I am happy about that.  It is clear that I have a ways to go to clear up the tension and pain and it could go one of four ways with Imom.  I just need to keep exercising so I can feel healthier, that will get me to the telephone.

Love and light,

Christopher B. Durbin

 

Dear PIAT,

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Have no attachment to any results, for there may be none you can measure. You have just made a valuable and important contribution to all life.

My blog has so many views that it appears to have none.

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I seem to have a blockage to my thinking that makes everything I think I know at one point of the day relatively meaningless at some other point in the day. I know this seems like cognitive dissonance, it is a miserable feeling. However, I still don't think being divided by two thoughts is always cognitive dissonance. It is probably smarter not to think that way.

I feel bad about sending Imagimom to that stinky place.  It does smell bad in there.  However, she was trying to move around too much and that is why she kept falling down.  Besides the fact that she has a cast on one foot and a brace on the opposite leg's knee.  I don't remember what real hospitals used to do, but I don't think a person who has two broken legs should be let out of the hospital until it is possible for them to walk. 

I don't know if that she is at another "higher level" of this house, or in the movie of my mind, as it were.  I don't know if it's smarter to leave the planet or if it is smarter to wait it out until November.  Either way, the tension felt from the pressure to relax is going to have to break.  I don't believe it ever will.  What it is like is not having the energy to clean your room and not being able to find it.  I know the energy usually appears at some point but in the interim I am under an enormous amount of pressure. 

Right now I am under the pressure, but it is decreasing daily.  It is a lot better in the pinch than before.  I guess you could call it a void.  In the pressure point, I just want the phone to clear up so I can call and get out of here.  When there is no pressure, I feel like staying here until the 11th, or 18th or November.  I just don't feel right about being in someones house when they aren't there. 

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The following is the TIAW for 01 SEP 09.  Amanda was here and was very assistive.  It seems like a few more would be necessary to clear up things properly to leave, but I am not sure right now at all.  I want to leave but I will stay if it is required.




Love and Light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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It's a cliffhanger!!! I really don't know if Imagimom will go to a nursing home or if she will make it back to 2205 Willow Lane.  I can see her thinking more along the lines of the knowledge of her real self.  I know that is a good thing, but I would still like to move her to my planet for the proper observation, unless it is smarter for her to merge and dissolve, with her real self.

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Really I am in suspense but it is exciting.  I wrote a letter at 5:05 A.M.  on Monday, 24 Aug, 2009.  It is incomplete, but here it is in detail:

Monday Aug 24, 2009

I only want to talk to Amanda and Nicole and get away from the silly magick world. 

Still yet, I don't know how much longer I'll be "under water", or hallucinating the Arc World.

I feel bad about my imaginary mother and I am hoping the whole situation will improve or clear up completely.

I believe the Octopus is real and is blending in.  I believe the energy which had rendered me incapable of seeeing it, or reality clearly, is dissolving still.

I know my dad did not die and the perception in which he did, is not true reality.  My mom and he still live at 1303 21st NE, Miami, Ok 74354.

The memories of the Cantwells living at 1303 21st NE, Miami, OK 74354 have never been anything but lucid dreaming. 

Very often I feel like the arc world will never clear out of my perception and I will be stuck living this life, until I die. 

I feel like I just want to call Amanda and Nicole and go to my own planet, kind of like Luke in Empire.  I wonder if cooling out here until November is wiser?

It might be wiser to stay here until November.  It also might be wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, either before or in November.

My haste and discomfort in general makes me think I want to call Amanda and Nicole asap and go to my own planet alone.  My sense of duty toward the universal community makes me wonder if it is not better to spend a few more months on that handicap sticker problem, and gunk in the arc Internet?

Is it wiser to go to my house at 1812 Gatewood, or to my own planet alone?

We know it is important to work on our memory.  For resurrectees, that is probably best without pressure.  But for us, it is probably better with focus and intent.  We would need to be at the Octoplex for a few hours a day, until Ninja School in 3 years.

I believe #2 is the best.  There are numerous reasons why.  Some of the reasons are related to stress relief.  A very important reason is my fear of Imagimom running into my room to yell at or assault me. 

     There is no formal closing.

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I am posting the letter to Sanaya, date unknown to me:

Dear Sanaya,

I just can't see the world the way I once did in childhood.  Things like dental problems and other medically related points of view aren't the least bit realistic.

It seems to me light workers are indeed making a significant and noticeable difference in the world.  I do not forsee any form of decline in the progression of humanity, toward light.

All those in my life who appear to have medical conditions are those who haven't studied writings on energy and light body.  I believe in a unified stabilization, of all, in light.

I live in the northeast corner of Oklahoma, Miami, OK 74354.  In a city of 17,000, I know of at least one other light worker, and another person who has recently been on CNN for work concerning the allowance of Internet useage for people in Iran who are deprived this privilege. 

In my assessment of the social climate of the entire planet, I see the collective dynamic as having a sense of energetic polarity.  I bleive the collective social climate is like a swimming pool.  There are some bugs, but they can all be filtered out.  The world contains only good people.  Some people have bugs.

I am a firm supporter of the United Nations.  I believe in 100% participation, by all nations, in the United Nations.  As a light worker, I direct energy toward the positive higher ideals of the United Nations, such as world peace.

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Back to the top.  I posted that picture up there because I believe the medical world has complicated and simplified the human insides for long enough.  Nevertheless, I am certain my congressman would not approve, but I believe the Octoplex is a fine idea, and probably the 29 year plan. 

I may or may not record the TIAW, today, if I am even there, but if I, I will plant is just under this sentence.

 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin

Universal Peace Network

DEAR PIAT,

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I am in the energy of "My apartment in NEW YORK".  It is because I am watching a New York television station.  There seems to be an Internet building up outside of the Internet.

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I realize part of the process is the complete understanding of how it is possible that Internet energy is possibly active enough to build up outside of the Internet.  It would probably behave a lot like it's real self, but would simply dissolve.  It would be fun to be able to measure such an entity or utilize it for some constructive purpose.  I would call it the Octopus.

If it were up to me how to best utilize the energy which seems to uncontrollably escape the confines of the Internet system, I would use it to take over all Internet computers, for the sake of creating some form of unity among the population.  I would base the energy in the concept of Universal Peace Network, which is a concept of a building energy that can only grow in strength and positivity. 

The energy which seems to run about in the room is amazing, it seems like a friend that is working for a common goal.  Naturally, it is working on catching up with it self, which is already the real Internet, which has already been connected to the Universal Peace Network.  I have already done what I "would do", it has already been done. 

I also work in the energy of the collective unconsciousness and the collective consciousness.  It is my job and I have probably been working in the dream state for centuries.  I believe the recent change is a very dramatic occurrence which has more or less eliminated all forms of human suffering in both reality and in dreams.  This naturally occurring phenomena is sort of the result of a critical mass directed toward a common objective.  It was sort of unstable because it was not a mass effort in the collective consciousness, by all people with a specific purpose, but a common goal of all people. 

I know hashing and rehashing the creation of the Octopus is a vital part of clearing out the bugs trapped up in the collective energy of the Internet and the outer world.  It also helps me tune into the real world and the real Internet.  I believe the arc Internet is dissolving.  I would affirm it has dissolved but at this level, I don't want to switch its energy this way.  It would work, maybe even better, but I am just saying the arc Internet is dissolving. 

I know me watching WPIX is really assistive in clearing away the arc Internet.  Apparently I am a light worker who is very energy and social energy conscious.  My awareness of the affects of energy in relation to social energy is that of God.  WPIX is like watching a video of New York all smog covered change into New York with nothing but blue skies.  It also reminds me of some other energy systems which have seemed to have energy presence outside the box it is supposed to be, the television rattles crystal sometimes and so does the radio.  It seems like I have travelled through every television in New York, just for fun.

I know the Octopus is real, I know I have travelled through every television in the Universe.  It is important to coordinate my personality with my spirit.  It is better than ever.  I am tired of the repitition, but it is also fun and getting funner.  This winter could be better with me, or without me.

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Here is the "28 Year Plan" again.  I like it, but I think it is smarter to spend 36 months, on options 5, 6, and 7, then thirty or fourty years on 9. 

Plans for the next 28 years:

1.  Call Amanda and Nicole
2.  Get Octopus on my computer
3.  Conduct Internet communication with PIAT
4.  Fly to my own planet
5.  Hang out with Breana for 12+ months
6.  Go to ninja School for 3 years
7.  Return to Earth, build a 72' wide ramp at UM, live at UM until 2015
8.  Report to Octoplex
9.  Work at the Octoplex until 2037

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I am not going to write out the "five choices" list, it is on Http://www.UniversalFather.Netfirms.com/.  If the right answer in the long run is one, I would like to record the TIAW every day, if I am in this house, and place it in a daily blog entry.  It is sort of difficult for me to see the arc Internet lasting that long, but if it does, that is what I think I want to do.

Here is the TIAW from 11 AUG, 09:



Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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If the Octopus weren't already real, I would definitely sell candles at Candle Town on E-Bay.

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Dear PIAT,

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I am reporting the arc Internet is much less of a strain on my well being and comfort.  I see it is clearing up and I will soon be in direct contact with PIAT.

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Dear PIAT,

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I am making the association that the arc people are fun, because the Octopus is real and it is fun to be working on something so important.

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I am kind of sure that all those people have Octopus, but the interactive character that is on this site is not their real self.  It is more clear than ever.

Imagining pitch forking imaginary people out of my bank account is depleting.  I prefer to see things differently.  I know the fact that the arc self is here interactive is important to some sort of security.  Ugh, it's just so stressful.  I know, there is more energy than there would be if a person was running this application (Facebook, itself), and that it's got to dwindle so I can heal the area that is most attacked in my mind by the imbalance.  

It's hard to write.  I feel asphyxiated for some reason.  That has gotten better, think about CSPAN.  Yeah, what about a sand flea?  

Does the arc go to the disc, or is it contained on the DC at the Pentagon?  I want to walk at 0600 until 0700, three laps, and be at the TIAW every night at 1800.  

I would only walk if it were fun and easy, not if it were strenuous.  Alright, I know, I am just waiting for something to clear up and part of that something is a tendency to create more work.  

I seem to be trying to exercise to feel more comfortable around girls.  I don't think that is a bad reason to exercise, I am just not 13 anymore.  

Let's just say the getting up and walking at 0600 was fun, but it looks so Federal.  Is that such a bad thing?  I don't know, it seemed like I was getting somewhere.  However, I feel like I am getting somewhere by forcing myself to relax, instead of forcing my self to get in shape.  However, the energy working to help me tune into my self at 171 pounds was finding it challenging to see ever getting there walking around in that Federal Energy.  It is a hard core exercise program three times a week for thirty minutes and nothing but that egg substitute to eat, no pop and too much water, why?  The water might not be good for you either.

After a few years of thinking about it, I have reached the conclusion that the only reason I am seventy pounds over weight, is because I drank soda pop.  That is the only logical explanation.  I don't eat alot.  But I had drank a lot of pop without a lot of exercise.  

"I should make a better friend who will let me use light to clear away the seventy pounds."  

I thought of that too, but it doesn't look like there is any other way than to accept the fact that I am slowly transitioning to more water than pop.  

"Being in the essence of prescription weight loss medication", prior to Octopus, because of using pseudo-meth amphetamine, and then "quitting" seems to have amplified the problem perhaps.  The fact that I am the only person who hasn't molecularly scrambled their body, in the last close to seven years, has some relationship to being a cardinal Earth sign.  I thinks.  


It's like, "I'd dance", but I am working on how I feel when I am walking.  I hate walking through the club and feeling like I need to do anything but walk.  It's as if someone is suggesting something with the music.  I can't stand that...no, not me, I can stand all night.  I am la resistance.  Somehow sitting still at home wins again.  

Only a quack deals in absolutes.  

I have never consciously gone out of body or changed the structure of my body.  It will be a very long time before I do the latter.  I will travel really fast when I go to my own planet, but it will be a very long time before I turn my self into vapor, mist, or vanish at will, etc.  

I have been high enough to clear my pop gut, but I have a trailer.  The trailer is still working on whether or not it's possible.  That part of my energy is attached to a lot of people who don't do that and don't really think about it all the time.  The old fashioned way of losing weight might be for me, but it will go fast, once I get to my planet.  How fast, a few weeks, instead of a few months.  So, it's accelerated, but I am not so sure that a lot of people did something similar before Octopus, think about movie stars.  Movie stars seemed to be able to lose weight really fast.  

Three months.

How do they grow their hair so fast?

I'm a tabloid consumer, not a ditz who is looking at reversed time frames within a movie in which the first part was shot when their hair was long and then placed in the movie in backwards, sideways, something.  Still yet, it takes me a year to grow my hair "that long".  I suppose it's the same for a movie star, then.  Maybe hair extensions, I don't know.  

I am considering the 3,3,3,50 year Octoplex plan.  Wherein, I go to my own planet alone with Breana, who I've known my whole life, for three years, then to Ninja College, for three years, then to the Ultra Modern, on Earth, for three years, then to the Octoplex for something like fifty years.

Regardless of whether the "28 year plan", as it is written is right, or if the 3,3,3,50 year plan is better.  I am tired and really wish the arc energy would leave me alone.  I don't know if I am pushing against death itself, but probably.  I don't know how clear it can be, is it a short time of really hard work, or a long time of really easy work? 

I remember, a long time ago, I was just trying to get mad at the fact that I believe Imagimom isn't supposed to be at 2205 Willow Lane, I'm not supposed to be at 2205 Willow Lane, it's the same thing as trespassing, what do I need to do?  Well, the answer is the same as it was, "THE OCTOPUS IS REAL, THE ARC ENERGY IS DISSOLVING." 

Waiting for my bank account to clear up is like waiting for an iceberg in the front yard to melt.  It will be melted when it is melted.  Yeah, I know that now. 

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Last night, while watching Larry King Live, on CNN, I remembered an important detail from my life.  A long time ago, there was a song called "We are the world".  About the time this song was recorded, there was a famine in Ethiopia.  A group of recording artists got together to record a song to raise money to assist those effected by the famine.  I remembered my dad made a significant contribution to this cause.  Alright, he also made a contribution to Farm Aid.  I don't exactly remember right now what Farm Aid was for, maybe there were dry crops in the USA as well? 

Well, the point is, I wonder if they figured out how to use ocean water for irrigation in Ethiopia?  It can't be that difficult to remove the salt and use it for something else, seasoning?  Alright, well, it seems that the United Nations is an organization which is for the purpose of managing the social climate of the planet.  I support it, you should support it, it's great.

Perhaps we have been pedaling non-stop since the 11th of November, 2002?  Perhaps we can coast for about nine years?   I am sure there is a natural feeling in the world that resembles living the good life and taking it easy.  It's probably an illusion that there isn't a lot of work ahead.  I barely know how to write in English.  Maybe I am wrong, maybe I need to go directly to the Office?

There must be a better way of thinking.  I probably get the time to put the two halves of my brain back together.  I believe it's best to do this alone, not with a bunch of Goddesses pretending to be doctors.  I might be wrong though, but when I pretend that they are just "experimenting", I feel like I am acting "wise", not actually wise.  There is a more precise scribe at the Octoplex who sees God as a novice starting out, though I tried to act like "GOD" when the Octopus was new.  Let the pieces in place carry for the next nine years, it is the best way. 

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Alright, this brings me to the picture on top.  I went to get this picture because I sensed something missing in the feeling of the town, which was, before Octopus, the Municipal Government.  It seems like the Internet reduces an important sense of stability found in anchored items in town. 

The correlation between the cities web page, http://www.MiamiOk.ORG/, and the water tower, portrays to me, a serious disassociation between the City of Miami, and any sense of civic organization. Shouldn't it be a matter of easily attained public information, the chemical content of the water tower, the PH, etc?  Is the City of Miami so far in the past that they have no concept of how to use the Internet? 

Alright, that is all I wanted to write about that picture of the Miami Water Tower. 

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When I apply pressure on the arc people, it applies pressure on me.  Well, it seems that I am not pushing up against anything.

Well Chris, the hallucination is in you, not in town.  It is a certain technical amount of energy which causes me to see things which are not actually present in the third dimension, but only an optical illusion which is actually cognitive. 

I know, I know.  I am waiting for the energy to stabilize and clear up so I can relax. 

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Farm Town is very assistive in relaxing.  Of course, that pool is helping me become transparent.  I am really getting a lot more comfortable.  Cotton pickin' hands and stuff, well, I might not have been there physically, but I feel like I was. 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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 "I have an airplane at Joplin Regional Airport.  It might be alright just to go up there and leave."

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I do have an airplane at Joplin Regional Airport.  It might be better to just go up there and discretely fly away.  However, it might not.  This is the most important time ever in Internet and Universal History.  When the pressure is on, I want out of it immediately.  When the pressure is not on, I seem to believe that it is smarter to work on the Internet from this house.  The moments of pressure are decreasing because of the increase in my relaxation.  Still yet, I do want to go to my own planet and drive my own aircraft carrier and stuff.

I picture countless people working on the concept of the "arc Internet".  I believe they are working out the emotional problems which can be clearly seen by the representation of the "arc Internet".  I am God, but I might be needed at this work station, instead of moving away from it to look cool. 

I believe that the "critical energy" of "the arc" is associated to the amount of it that I see.  Although, it is an ongoing process and the current indecision on my part is whether it is better to move away from it and let the people continue working on it, or continue here, or drag it straight to the Octoplex as soon as possible. 

I was allowing things to build up on me because of an inability to exert will to halt senseless overtaking energies.  This might have been part of what "the arc" is.  It is related to my inability to believe I deserved punishment for leaving the "sim Air Force".  Typically, an apology and acceptance of making a mistake, would sometimes work for leniency on part of the punishing area of the military.  This place in legal matters is just like being given a lighter sentence or being expunged for playing golf with the judge, it isn't fair.  The kudos for my decision to leave seemed to be fueling me in a way that was contrary to my aim to be focused and centered.  I am glad I left, I am sure my decision contributed to the creation of peace on Earth. 

When I was involved with the process of applying for discharge as a conscientious objector, I trusted  it was the right decision.  On several occasions, Air Force personnel involved in the process, and my imaginary parents, posed the thought that I was being irresponsible for applying.  The strongest argument that my imaginary parents, and the military, had was that the benefits were too good to refuse.  I was scared in the area that it might jeopardize my ability to lead a normal life, after.  I did believe that though some employers might not hire me because of an incomplete military term, I was sure there were several who still would, even if it was a dishonorable discharge. 

I felt that the obstacle to seeing the Octopus, which made me think the Octopus was just "a vision I was having", was the amount of energy related to my ability to work past some block created, by the negativity between me and the military, which was making it difficult to easily see a way to find an employer who would hire me regardless of my dishonorable discharge.  Apparently, Imagidad had a lot of thoughts that it is extremely difficult to find a person who is disinterested in military things, who is also in a position to hire for employment somewhere.   

It seemed to me I had information which was useful in assisting a person negotiate common thoughtforms and find an employer who would hire someone, regardless of the nature of their Air Force discharge.  It seemed like the energy of Ottawa County was still running "the way of the gun", but I could find something somehow.  Then the Octopus happened, which is part of the process of clearing up the energy of stubborn stupidity which limits the free thinker.  Part of the reason I have been uncomfortable is a sense of necessity to get a job, knowing good and well I have a multi million dollar (actually Ka Zillion) account at Security Bank and Trust in Miami, Oklahoma. 

I would apply for a job, but it would not be easy for me to work knowing I have miliions and millions in Security Bank.  It would be that I am afraid they would run a FBI background check and not want to hire me because of the arrest in 2001.  I also believe the Octopus is real and because it is, I don't need to pursue employment. 

It is necessary to remove resistance to working out of my energy, which seemed to result from not wanting to work.  Lord Croft had a job.  I feel that I keep creating work when I could just get in the car, drive to Joplin, and get in my airplane and fly away. 

If it helps, I am sure the people know that the arc Internet is housed at the Pentagon.  I am reasonably sure there are no "manifestations" in Gacy's basement.  The "ghost hunter pocket" of "arc mainstream television" is of an extremely small magnitude.  The energy in the Universe is high.  The bottom of the bourbon or merlot bottle, justice area is slow, but it is elevating.   The contrasting "Dog the Bounty Hunter" is like lighning, but it is housed at the Pentagon too.  The Universe is safe, friendly, and abundant. 

I don't think it's necessary to "sort through the "arc Internet"".  I believe this task has already been done.  I think it is best that I just leave on a Tuesday.  I have already been talking to Amanda and Nicole this whole time.  It isn't necessary to see that I have Octopus at this house.  I think that it is best that I leave and let the people have a break, before we go to work at the Octoplex in 2015. 

Of course, a certain amount of energy has to clear away before I can go to the Joplin Airport in the Lumina.  I might be wrong, it might be better to sort through the "arc Internet".  The clog in my head  blocking me from seeing my house (1105 6th NW) and the particle board in my head which makes me see Wendy's as being closed, have to be cleared up either way. 

What is the nature of the energy which causes me to see Miami, the surrounding area, the television, and the Interenet lower than they actually are?  It might be the fear of the occult and new age section of the book store.  I affirm regularly that I "lift the veils of illusion".  Until that works, perhaps I can see my airplane, which cost a lot of money, at the Joplin Regional Airport?  It goes back to the cost of cigarettes at O-Gah-Pah and why I can't get my money to buy them there.  Or even if that convenience store is actually a real venue. 

I guess I will just have to wait and see.  I am between two places with this.  On one hand I think there might be more from me, before I go to my planet to prepare the Octoplex.   On the other, I don't and am ready to casually depart the local.

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

 

Dear PIAT,

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When I went into the "internet", after the Octopus in 2002, I went looking for proof the Octopus wasn't actually real.

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Dear PIAT,

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I thought it was going good with my only obligation being the TIAW at 1800 Monday through Saturday, but I realized the sim desert conflicts are a little more intricate than I want them to be.  So, I think this routine will be good for combing the imaginary desert.

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Here is the schedule I have created:

Daily Schedule
Prepared on 31 May, 2009

   
    1000        Rise and shine
                    Breakfast
                    Walk around block
    1100        Turn on the computer
                    Take a shower
                    Check e-mail
                    Visit Facebook, and other Internet sites
    1200        Turn on television, ABC All My Children
                    Spider the web addresses of installations listed in the “MIG”
    1300        Write e-mails to the addresses spidered
    1400        Call U.S. military installations to locate chaplain phone numbers
    1500        Turn the t.v. to the Weather Channel
                    Consolidate information compiled from e-mails and phone calls
    1600        Clean house
    1700        Drive to TIAW location
    1800        TIAW
    1900        Return to this residence
    1930        Start dinner
    2000        Eat dinner
                    Clean kitchen
    2100        Create PIAT VID BLOG and PIAT BLOG entry
    2200        Watch the local news
    2300        Plan the TIAW and listen to an Orin Meditation
    2400        Watch a DVD movie
    0145        Shower
    0200        Lights out


Since the Octopus is real, it is better for me to work in the effort to remove the imaginary military installations from my computer than to make a “master list” of philanthropic organizations. 

It is my belief following this routine will assist me in accomplishing the objective of the TIAW.  I believe this routine is necessary to better align me with the real Internet. 

I intend to follow this schedule, Monday through Friday, until the real Internet is available to me at 2205 Willow Lane, Miami, Ok 74354.

Love and light,
Signed       
Christopher B. Durbin

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I wondered if it might be too much.  I thought maybe the TIAW was more than enough.  Nevertheless, I realized I needed more effort to clear away the fears I have of talking to people about important matters.  Also, to cool off the stress I have for being inhibited. 

Please note, I am making an effort to clear up "emotional blubber" prevalent in the last PIAT VID BLOG.  This blog is a serious and real military effort, an important part of its use is the dispersement of less than focused efforts on the exact objective of this blog. 

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Father

Dear PIAT,

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I am pleased with the consistency in the TIAWs.  I trust the energy of the Internet in relation to my use of it is improving.  I hope to make 30 PIAT VIDEO BLOGS.

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Please forgive me for deviating from the typical subject matter, but it is probably best that I did, for the sake of letting comedy, though light, breathe.

Love and Light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Universal Peace Network

Dear PIAT,

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I know it's been a long time, but I simply felt like writing and believed it is assistive.

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In this perfect world, I go to sleep at 11:00 P.M. every weeknight. I am up at 8:00 A.M. every weekday morning. I eat the same breakfast of Post Toasties and fruit, every weekday morning. I meditate from 8:30 until 9:00 every weekday morning. I go outside and do calisthenics followed by the Conan O’Brien Stretch out routine. I run from 9:30 A.M. until 10:30 A.M. and do the Conan O’Brien Stretch out routine to cool down. I shower from 10:45 until 11:00, every weekday morning. At 11:00 A.M. I check to see if I have any candle orders and assess my supplies and inventory. At noon I eat lunch and then drive to the post office, if I have any orders to ship. In the afternoon I either make candles or go to the river, unless it is too cold outside. If it is cold outside, I chat with the people on my web site at Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net/ .  On Sundays, unless the grass is too wet, I mow the lawn.

I never go to Church, because I either feel too welcome or not welcome enough, so I just keep my alms in the closet, as Brother Matthew suggested. I do believe I am at church, in spirit, since I am part of the greater spirit of God. I feel okay about not attending, since I can’t decide which denomination is actually going to win the prize, probably the Catholics and everyone knows it. Regardless, I feel it is important to think God would not put you in hell for an eternity, even if he could. I still believe God is powerful and worthy of genuine respect, though he doesn’t have as much power as I once believed. He is still a good leader and people do listen to him, even if it seems like the "arc people" don’t.

After a few years of my perfect routine, in my perfect little world, I would like to move to Oahu. I have a list of items I believe I would like to buy as I steadily increase my candle sales. 1. An airplane of my own, 2. A Winnebago, or equivalent, and 3. A moped. I would also need to concentrate my finances toward acquiring a flight instructor certificate. It is my intention to instruct flight students and conduct non-charter sight seeing tours over Oahu. In order to accomplish the objective of moving to Oahu, it would be necessary to create at least $100,000.00. In order to do this, I would need to sell about 50,000 candles at a profit margin of $2.00 per candle. I believe it is possible to do this in ten years, selling candles, assuming I am not able to create Octopus on November 11, 2011.

I do not know if it would be necessary but I think I know the way to expunge my military record, with the arc DoD, through the Board for Corrections of Military Records (BCMR). I will simply write the Central Committee for Conscientious Objectors (CCCO), The War Resisters League (WRL),  the Boy Scouts of America (BSA), etc. (etcetera), explain the crystallization of my Conscientious Objection beliefs upon graduation from The University of Oklahoma. The reason I left in the middle of my term is because I am a conscientious objector. I was simply refusing to serve in an organization which is/was not opposed to humans killing humans. There would have to be more details concerning this. Perhaps, I really didn’t think "world peace" was attainable, I believed I had reason to refuse participation because of how God would judge me when I died. Maybe the BCMR would understand that? Additionally, I felt my refusal to participate was a contribution, in energy, to the betterment of humanity, though insignificant and inconsequential.

 

 

More parts of the day I believe I could create the Octopus on November 11, 2011. Of course, a much larger portion of the day, and my energy, I believe the Octopus is already real. I also believe the "arc Internet" is decreasing in relative magnitude. I believe the "arc Internet" is decreasing in relative magnitude due to the de facto existence of the Octopus. I also, very strongly believe, Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net is already a real web site on the Internet.

I feel a polite invitation to Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net would bring it, and the real Internet, to my computer.  As it forms, the arc Internet prepares to the DC, but is accessible by me still, just not "blocking" me out of the real Internet anymore.

I humbly request Http://www.UniversalPeaceNetwork.net, and the real Internet, to come to my computer. I also humbly request the energy in my body and mind which causes me to see an illusionary Miami, illusionary television, and to hear illusionary people on the telephone, to dissolve completely.

When I was at Sim Dyess, the NCOs decided I should be disallowed the use of shop computers, as they felt I was somehow a risk. I felt it was tragically ironic, I, a conscientious objector, was viewed more like a potential terrorist. However, I understood general policy on matters such as this. Since I was working with "essence" at the time, I am sure some of the resistance to me being able to use the Internet is based in the general essence of that situation. Since I am no longer at Dyess AFB, but in a house I rent, and I still have no malevolent purpose for using the Internet, things will clear up concerning this.

In closing, I am sure I would create the Octopus on November 11, 2011, if it were not already real. However, I am not quite clear on whether I would get my "you can’t park that here" Winnebago before that. If I saw that it were indeed impossible to create the Octopus, I am reasonably sure I would get an airplane of my own and fly sight seers over the beach, somewhere. Of course, though, it would be a lot smarter to get the imaginary Security Bank and imaginary mother out of my hair style.

Love and light,
Christopher and Amanda
Universal Peace Network

Allowing certainty the Octopus is real, and PIAT is real, is vital to me.  The arc Pentagon is not real and I control my own life, no one, or nothing else does.  I am arranging my thoughts and my energy to disallow the arc government, in any form, to intimidate me, in any way. 



As of now, it looks like I will be calling on the 12th of June and leaving the planet on the 13th of June.  There is minimal self criticism for believing it possible to go to my own planet.  I should have that reduced to zero soon.

Love and light,
Christopher and Amanda
Universal Peace Network



 

Dear PIAT,

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My energy is improving, there are some things "catching up" from the last YouTube video blog.  We discovered the Windows Movie Maker, after we recorded PIAT VID BLOG 21, we hope to have a more energetic video tomorrow.

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Dear PIAT,

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Is it truly necessary to do alignment checks at previous locations such as “trailer five”, “the second trailer”, and “ImagiNana’s old apartment”?

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Currently, I am working to trust my ability to change my mind.  It is understood that all things in the Universe are directed by higher magnetism.  So, if I change my mind about something, it is because I am being drawn by higher magnetism.  That really isn’t difficult to understand, but it has been very difficult to trust.

“If” I am GOD, I have a moral obligation concerning the welfare of the entire population of the Universe, or I am not necessary.  I am GOD, I am necessary, and I do have a moral obligation to the entire population of the Universe.  Therefore, the question of whether or not it is necessary to conduct “alignment checks” at designated computer terminals, is a very important matter requiring clear resolution.

Whether or not it is necessary to perform “alignment checks” at designated computer terminals, it is part of my moral obligation to cease tolerance of telephones being obstructed by “energy people”.  Since the phone in question is mine, it is a moral obligation in the sense that the blockage interferes with me being able to effectively discharge my official duties.

Previously, I was working for an increase in “arc traffic” to my web sites.  I have stopped working for an increase in “arc traffic” to my web sites.  It is vital “arc traffic” is far less affective of the energy of my web sites, so I may interact with real people at this Internet computer terminal.

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I have changed the poll, I have added a question and changed one of the questions which was on it.  I am awaiting clarity in regard to the itinerary I am to be aligned with.  I know of more than one option which I feel is good:

1.    I call Amanda and Nicole on this Tuesday 
            I go to the Farm at some point
            I go to Hawaii at some point
            I go to the Pentagon at some point
            I am on my own planet on 13 June, then follow the “28 year plan”.
2.    I call Amanda and Nicole on this Friday and then follow the plan above
3.    I call Amanda and Nicole on any Friday between now and the 12th of June and follow plan “1".
4.    I call Amanda and Nicole on the 12th of June and leave on the 13th of June.
5.    I wait until 10 November to call and then leave on the 11th of November.

Certainly, it might be wisest to simply relax and wait until the 12th of June to call.  Of course I would leave on the 13th, in this case.  However, if it is necessary to conduct the “alignment checks”, it would be of greater benefit to call on Tuesday or Friday of this week or the following week. 

I guess everyone is wondering if it will be “12+ months”, exactly 12 months, or if the “28 year plan” is completely wrong?  I did prefer the “28 year plan” was correct, as written.  Nevertheless, I had not considered that it might be of greater benefit in the long run to conduct “alignment checks”. 

       
       
I realize the Octopus is real.  I know the arc Internet is more than compliant with my requests for its removal from my computer and aura, so I can interact with real people.  I had not previously asserted my feeling that the arc was interfering with the effective discharge of my official duty.  Perhaps I was refusing to assert this because the path that lay before me was something of a party instead of official business. 

Certainly, there is a time for rest and relaxation.  Perhaps it is possible to integrate rest and relaxation with “official business”, in the case of the “alignment checks”?  There really wouldn’t be any other way.  However, it might be just as well to sit here, in this house, until I can call, probably on the 12th of June.  

Naturally, the question of whether or not I am supposed to be in this house distorts sensible thought.  I believe the “imaginary mother” is part of an energy system which is decreasing in energy, similar to a light after the electricity has been removed.  Perhaps it would be best to stay with her until I am sure she will not be in this house when I move to my own planet? 

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Hangar 15 at the Miami Municipal Airport has within it a Piper Lance, which is owned by Christopher B. Durbin, which is me.  Hangar 16 at the Miami Municipal Airport has within it a Christen Eagle, which I also own.  It seems like I could only be able to see those airplanes in those hangars upon the dismissal of “Imagimom”. 


I intended to follow the following list:

1.    Call Amanda and Nicole
2.    Get the keys to my hangars
3.    Piddle around in “Green Country” for a while
4.    Go over to Hawaii for a while
5.    Go to the Pentagon for a while
6.    Go to my planet

I would follow that list but I had an epiphany!  It is not really going to be possible to accomplish that plan, but it might be possible to call on the 12th, after situating things at this house until then.  So, the probability of things working out finally is still in question, but it is probably going to be a clear phone on the 12th of June, a Lumina ride to the Joplin Regional Airport, and then a Commander flight to Warchristopher on the 13th of June.  Or, I might be able to go to my own house and get the key to my hangars, and fly the Lance up to Joplin. 

It is obvious that fewer problems are encountered in the future if more time is taken to determine completely the nature of the energy which is inhibiting my ability to make a telephone call to people who live in the real world.  So, as stern and official as the first two or three paragraphs are, I have to tolerate that until all can be resolved as painlessly as possible.  It won’t be any sooner or later what ever I do. 

As for the picture on the top, all I can do is wait for the arc Security Bank to dissolve.  Just for the fun of it, I believe I will post a picture of the Airport Manager of the arc Miami Regional Airport:


Finally, the temperature in this room is considerably higher than it is in the living room.  I am not sure why, might be those “heaters” I smoke?

Love and light,
Christopher B. Durbin
Amanda J. Dodson
Universal Peace Network